(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

/"what the hell was that !?/" I've been still upset when I returned from the kitchen with the package of his cooled beans in my hand. Heading back towards him seated in the couch .

He reached his hand up to me and I handed the beans to him before he moved them between his back and the couch lean, leaning against them with a sigh .

/"i-its probably a mistak- ../" he couldn't even finish his sentence before he ended up coughing dryly .

I sighed going down in front of him to lift his head by his jaw with my fingers carefully. I examed the forming marks on his porcelain neck ./"Bastard had a tight gripp ../"

/"that doesn't change what he did !/"

He looked down ashamed as I removed my hands . Looking over him like this ..He seemed completely calm . Hell, he acted like it was nothing .

/"this isn't the first time something like this happened .. right ? /"

A little longer