(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

<p>#Chapter41 Something I know But you should</p>

<p> /"jongin ?? This is your mother speaking .. well I'll be returning home soon so.. i em I know it's kinda awkward now considering that you cried your eyes out the last time we actually talked .. well no! I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that damn it .. I'm sorry sweety I just kinda expected you to pick up your phone after that but I guess you were kinda busy too I mean it's not like you never picked up but you were always talking .. well you weren't realy talking to be exact I was the o-/" the space for her massage was probably running out as it suddenly stopped and I chuckled to myself when I looked at the dirty ceiling waiting for he next message .</p>