(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

/"this too ! Omg it looks amazing /" he cooed over a package of some sort of sugar cream . Until now he had thrown all sorts of whipped cream packages into the cart to make on your own when we bought pizza last night he got this crazy idea to try and make a cake for my mum but up until now all he got was cream and cream and ofcorse cream

/"kyungsoo /" I groaned and he turned his head to me at that still holding another repackage of cream .

/"are you in love with whipped cream or something ?? /"

He laughed at that and I pushed the cart closer to him causing him to stumble a little and he looked shocked at me as soon as he got his balance back /"you almost killed me !/"

/"oh please /" again he only laughed at that acting like he was going to throw the cream into the cart but hitting me instead.

Sunshine & Peanut