(( There's a sequel following but it doesnt end in tension ))


Merely a punk .
That's all I was, an idiot 
telling myself, convincing myself that the world is only a dark broken place. 
The only friends I had were my cigarettes, the drug dealers. Now and then some beers .

I never planned anything or cared for anything since I always knew how pointless everything was . I was one human out of a millions. My existence wasn't worth more than than an ants. 
It's merely a waste of time.

It has always been dark .

until I met a spark.

Beautiful and pure . Something so rare and special that I couldn't take my eyes off of him . Yes him. 
I hated him for changing me .

But No matter how much I tried to push him away .
He wouldnt leave, because he knew me better than I did myself 
he knew I needed him . 
But he needed me too.

Man they thought I was fucked up .
But it's the ones who don't show .

My name is Kim Jongin and 
this isn't my story

It's Do Kyungsoos .

Intoxic Dose (kaisoo) 

I woke up the next morning by someone shaking me . I turned blinking at the guy i had spent the night with, he rolled his eyes at me shaking me again /"get the fuck up i dont have time for this /"

My hands flew up to rubb my eyes as i sat up and he threw my clothes at me /"geez how long do you take to get up ? Out of the bed /" he groaned brushing his hair to style them as he got dressed himself /"and hurry up /"

/"says you ? You fucking slept in my bed bastard be thankful i gave you this night for 140 when i'm clearly 500 worth for all the things you did to me /" be thankful ? Hell he was thirsty for me what a slut .

Liar