"When the first snow hits the ground- Your wish will come true" A little girl from a small, unknown village in Germany, a little boy from the huge city of Tokyo in Japan-- Their marriage was fixed before they were born.

They both were tied down to each when they were two. They are each other's prisoners. A prison they can't escape until death hits them-- They make a paradise of nothing. They have never met each other, they have never seen each other and live in two different worlds.

One is too rich, other is too poor. One is restless, other is calm. One is mature, the other is childish. One is sick, and the other is medicine.

As days pass, she falls for him just by thinking about him and he hates her more, just by thinking about himself. After 25 years, they meet.

He cheats on her, he hates her, he only makes her miserable, he wants her to disappear... Unless she finally does. They can't have each other.

"He has to die for her, for her to live for herself" 

They are wrapped up in someone else's webs and only the first snow can save them from this world where they don't belong. They fight, love, hate, break, they are hurting but they don't know why. All they know is that they are doing everything wrong-- Cause this marriage was never meant to be. But can Fate change when life and death collide and their hearts struggle to meet? Find out in this psychological thriller!

"Nobody cares unless you're beautiful... Or dead. Life is hard, it kills you afterall"

Life is the art of dying

My Heart Hates Me 

/"I'm not your enemy, Vivian. I know you love singing and you can sing. Sing for me, from now till the end of eternity, when we grow old, sing for me./" He smiled.

/"That's not the point. I want to reach a lot of people, I want to bring them smiles. I want to be remembered./"

/"Am I... Not enough?/" He asked as he looked into her eyes.

/"No. No, you're not/" He took a deep breath.

/"Vivian, I think you don't get it/" He sounded colder /"I don't want you to go. I need you beside me. I'm still—/"

/"It's not like I'll move away from you——/"

/"But you will! You won't notice it initially. And when you do, it'll already be too late. Fame is that glitter, which comes with an expiry date. And once you cross that date, nobody wants you. And the people who you want, will already be too far to ever reach again. I don't want that. Don't leave me, Vivian./"

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