TO A FRIEND I ONCE KNEW

Lies you'd be fooled by,

I would like to reveal the truth to you in whatever way.

what you'd observe,

I commit not to lie to you.

Having to endure your silence.

once I am aware of my terrible mistake.

The sadness I experience,

whatever the cost could be.

Without your speech,

I feel as bad about it.

The truth of this life, which I detest,

I am now just a stranger in your presence.

We were in a good place once upon a time,

Just like a fairytale or so in my life.

Now, I am just a waste of space.

You and I don't talk, and it's been 1.5 years since we last spoke.

Knowing that our friendship is permanently over, kills my heart.

Despite my best efforts to correct it.

I won't be sharing the pitiful tears I shed with you.

It wouldn't be worthwhile to waste your time with the sorrows tucked away in the back of my mind.

I heard you say that you didn't want my love.

But at that point, I thought an iron spear had been driven through my chest.

My suffering was intolerable,

There is nowhere I can hide these mental scars.

You abandoned me in a place to perish,

A desolate and gloomy place for me to be.

We would never be the same again, I'm sure of it.

Reliving a friendship that has gone wrong is pointless.

I once knew a friend,

I no longer even recognize,

because of how much you have changed.

That is life.

a life you ruthlessly abandoned me in,

without a way out of this cell.