WHAT IF?

What if he abandons me?

And ends up with another person?

Is it time for me to let go of us?

All of the memories I made for us,

Everything was poured down the drain as if we didn't exist.

What if I was extremely attractive and someone his family would adore?

Would he go to war for me, for his love?

Will he stick beside me despite the odds?

My heart aches.

Consider the possibility of a future without him.

What if he falls in love with someone else?

Someone he prefers above me?

Will I be able to fit into his life's beautiful circle?

Safe in his arms?

But what if I land and he no longer wants me?

Will I be homeless or on the streets?

Or will I continue to long for his unattainable love?

What if he abandons me, like the others?

I'm working extremely hard to make this work.

I'm doing my best, and I'm not sure what else I can do to make this more fascinating.

I adore him, but what if I can't continue to love him?

Will I be the one breaking his heart?

What if I'm not his dream girl?

What am I missing that is causing me to feel this way?

Is it possible that I'm not working hard enough?

Is it possible that I am not good enough?

Will he be the one to help me carry our love to the ends of the earth?

What am I feeling?

What if I didn't exist at all?

Would he have been happier with someone else?

Someone who could fulfill all his needs and desires.

What if I'm not the one, though?

Will he depart without me?

Can I count on him to stay?

I wonder.