When Osamu went out of our room, I sighed in frustration. He just said what he wanted to say but when I asked him to make love with me, he just left! I guess my efforts to make him see that he's the only one for me is still not enough.
My face blushed in embarrassment after remembering the words I used when I asked him to make love with me. I buried my face on his pillow and shout in frustration and embarrassment.
That cunning fox dared to leave me when it takes me a lot of courage to tell him those cringe line? I'll make you pay for this!
I whispered in my head before I stand up and took out the ring that he gave me earlier and put it on my ring finger.
"You, dummy. Of course, I will marry you." I whispered to myself with a smile on my lips while staring at the ring in my hand. It fits perfectly as if it's really meant for me.
A soft sigh escaped my lips as I leave the room to follow him outside. I can hear his soft sobs downstairs and it breaks my heart seeing him like that. I know that I have to do something so he won't be in pain but, I need to do something first to the one who caused him to be like that. If there's someone that I should cut off in my life, it's not Bokuto-san. Because just like Osamu, he's also a victim of Konoha's lies.
I get my phone and called Atsumu. He answered immediately maybe because he is worried too about his twin.
"What happened?" Atsumu asked agitatedly from the other line so I told him to calm down.
"He said that he'll go there but I'm worried of him if he drives at this state to your house, can you pick him up? And let him stay there for tonight while I deal with the cause of this mess?" I asked him that he agreed right away.
"I'm nearby actually. I'll go there right away." Atsumu said that calmed me a little bit while taking a peek from the window to check if Samu is still outside.
"Thanks, Tsumu. Just give me a day or two, I'll pick him up once everything is okay. For now, let him suffer for leaving me alone earlier. It's my birthday and he dared to leave me behind. He even declined my advances! Your twin is such a jerk!" I exclaimed in annoyance that made Atsumu laughed from the other line that somehow made me at ease.
"I'm glad that you truly love my twin. Even I, thought that maybe Samu is just your temporary happiness because he gave you haven when you're in pain, when you were suffering. And I'm glad that I'm wrong. Thank you, Akaashi. For loving back, my stupid twin." Atsumu said that made me tear up.
I shook my head even though he couldn't see me. "No, thank you. For letting me love your stupid twin." I said that made him laugh from the other line.
Atsumu sighed. "But to be honest, although I'm happy for my twin, I couldn't help but feel guilty for my friend."
I sighed.
"Don't be. Bokuto-san and I's relationship didn't work out because we both love each other in a wrong way. And besides, it wasn't Osamu's fault. If there's one who should be blamed to this, it's Konoha. He deceived not only me but everyone that is involved with me that's why, I'm asking you to take care of Samu for today or just until I'm done dealing with Konoha. It's also his punishment for not believing how much I love him." I said with annoyance in my voice.
"Okay, I understand. But will you be fine?" He asked worriedly that make me smile while looking at the ring in my finger.
"I will be fine. After all, I have a charm that protects me." I said talking about the fox ring that Samu gave me.
Atsumu didn't ask further and said goodbye after telling me that he's already outside to pick his messed-up twin. I just watched them bickering outside before they both left. Samu didn't look back at all and I totally understand him because we both know that if he did, it will be hard for him to leave. Specially if he saw me watching him leave.
I know how much he loves and care for me that's why I have to postpone my answer for him even though I've been wanting to answer him right away after he made me choose between him and Bokuto-san earlier. I just hold back because if I don't cut off things with Konoha first, he will just keep on doubting my feelings.
He will keep on thinking that he's my temporary happiness...
I took my old phone and opened it just to be surprised when I saw a lot of messages particularly to Bokuto-san. I smiled sadly when I saw his messages. I didn't reply to it because I know that he will only get hurt no matter what I say. And what we talked about earlier is the final end of our story.
I was about to check all the other messages when my phone rings and Konoha's name flashes on the screen. I immediately answer it.
"Akaashi..." He sounded drunk just like before whenever he goes to Bokuto-san and I's place.
"Konoha, where are you?" I asked coldly.
"It's been a while... I missed you, Akaashi." He said instead without answering my question. I could hear the noise from the background and I'm sure that he's in a pub.
I sighed. It's no use to talk to him when he's already drunk.
"Let's meet tomorrow, after work." I said but he cut me off by saying that he will be going out of the country tomorrow so he asked me to meet him tonight.
After receiving his text for the address of the pub he's in, I changed clothes and went to where Konoha is.
To where the man who started all this mess.