Chapter 164

Miguel's pov

I walked towards the car with Aiden trailing behind me as he kept on murmuring to himself.

I won't be actually surprised if he's talking about my mates being three and such things as that.

Mond and Solomon were leaning on the car with the babies when I walked towards me.

"How was it?" Mond asked the moment I came to where they are.

"Can we go home?" I asked before opening the door.

Without much talk, Solomon and Mond entered the car after me. They must have seen the look on my face as I did so.

"Are you coming with us?" Mond asked Aiden..

"No, I think Miguel needs sometime to himself. I will see him when he resume work." Aiden smiled at me before leaving.

"Where are we going?" Solomon who was on the steering asked.

"To the library," 

Going home isn't an option. It will make me more lonely than I want to be right now, and that's not something I want to experience, ayt least not with my babies.

"You're not going home?" Mond who was giving me a sad pitiful look asked. He was currently carrying both of my babies, but I couldn't be bothered to take one from her.

"I don't want to go home," 

If mom was at home, it would have been far more better for me to go home. That way she will take care of my babies while I wallow in the pain and hurt caused by my mates.

After my words, no one said anything until we arrived at the library.

"You can have a rest here Miguel. We will take care of the shop today. Don't worry your babies will be well taken care of," Mond smiled at me.

" Thank you," I give them both a grateful look before I walked towards the resting area of the Library.

*

For two days now, I've been a shell of myself. Thinking of my mates. Thinking of how everything turned sour.

I can't for the life of me explain the reason for their immediate hate on me.

i can't think of the reason why their feelings towards me lessened to hate.

Reasons why the mates who promised me eternity turned out to be this heartless. Wanting nothing to do with either I or my babies.

"Are you still thinking of those bastards?" Mond raised a brow in question. Nabel currently sleeping on his arms.

Looking at my baby made me feel more guilty than I've ever felt in life. For two days now, I've not touched them, neither have I fed them or anything like that.

As I wallowed in my pain and thoughts, I forgotten everything about my babies. 

"Give her to me,"I gestured for him to place her on my laps.

" Are you sure?" he raised a brow in question.

Funny how someone is asking the mother of a baby if they're sure they want to carry their baby.

I nod "am sure about it Mond..I can't ignore them forever, after all they're not the cause of the trouble between I and mates."

I won't lie and say I never thought it as that cause I've done so.  

Yesterday I had this thought of my babies being the cause of the misunderstanding I had with their fathers. Without them, I thought . There wouldn't have been a misunderstanding between us, but now I know they're not the cause.

With or without them, there would still have been a misunderstanding between us.

Mond smiled "am glad you came to that conclusion on your own without anyone telling you so. Solomon was afraid you wouldn't reach out unless you were told by another.

Am glad you reached the conclusion on your own."

Mond carefully placed Nabel on my laps. 

" She really missed you. " He fondly smiled at Nabel " yesterday he was making grabby hands towards you whenever you walk past, but you paid her no heed."

Mond's words made me more guilty than I was before. 

" I pray I don't lapse back to the dark void that threatened to hold me captive."

" Aiden visited you yesterday. He even bought something for your babies," Mond smiled, a knowing look on his face.

I nod " he's really a good friend."

"I know it's early to say something, but I think you should give him a chance Miguel. There might be a possiblity of you finding true love again since it's obvious your mates don't want you.

As a human, it wouldn't affect you as much as it does wolves. You can move on without much trying from your part. Moreover Aiden looks like a good guy, one who wouldn't hurt you like your mates."

I don't think that's so.

" He might be a good guy Mond, but he's not my mates, and will never be."

i might be separated from my mates, but the thoughts of being with another person that's not my mates doesn't really sit well with me. It doesn't at all.

"It's your choice Miguel. I won't force my opinions on you, but I will like it if you give my words a thought before concluding. 

You wouldn't know you love someone until you've known them."

I highly doubt that.

I fell for my handsome Mates long before I knew who they were.

Long before I got to officially date them.

"I will give it a thought Mond, but I won't promise anything. After all it's not a law that a person must date. Celibacy is an option."

I'd rather live and die alone than date a person who's not my babies' fathers.

*

Daniel's pov

"Do you think it worked?" Damien asked as he covered his tired face with his palm.

"It should. If not for that little incident, everything worked perfectly well," Donald answered.

As we talked about the latest thing on out calendar, our door bell was rung.

" Daniel go check who's at the door," Damien instructed.

I walked towards the door and opened in, but instead of someone being at the door, a letter was there.

" Who's that?"

" It's a letter, " I picked it up as dread consumed me " from him."