Rich Life Sucks

    For a moment I froze, not moving, allowing him to kiss me. It was grossing but I must admit, I kind of like the feeling but so to say, it was irritating at the same time.

   I slowly parted my lips and let out a breathy sigh against his mouth, I could feel Felix smiling against my mouth.

   As he broke the kiss I felt tingling sensation in my stomach "How dare you kiss me like that?!" I snapped as I tried to pull away.

"How dare I!? Well, what'chu gonna do 'bout it? try to escape again!" He smirked.

I scoffed before crossing my arms "Oh yeah?"

"Yeah, should I feel lucky that it isn't me who is trying to get away right now"

I narrowed my eyebrows at him. He smiled at me before chuckling.

I huffed "Shut up"

"Make me" he murmured under his breath before leaning forward, kissing me again.

  I suddenly became angry and pushed him away, made to get out of the car but he gripped my wrist," "I am sorry if I overstepped my boundary" he whispered.

I sighed and leaned my head back on the head rest.

He smiled lightly

"It's fine" I mumbled. 

"But" he interrupted "Let's try again another time shall we?".

He leaned forward towards me and kissed me once again. I let him and after a few moments he let go and leaned his head on the back rest closing his eyes.

   A minute passed by and finally he spoke again:" Do you wanna grab a bite somewhere? I heard there is a great pizza place nearby, its cheap and delicious so that sounds good, doesn't it?"

I bit my lip and thought about it,

"Sure why not" I answered giving him a small smile

"Good" he smiled back at me then hesitated," You are not going to run next time I invite you for any sort of outing?"

  He asked, staring anxiously at me. I knew he wasn't going to give up and I am not sure I wouldn't want to go out with him again. After all, there is no harm in it. It will always be what normal people do, only that I am not normal. That's a fact.

   "Yeah, I am running no more"

"Great, let's go grab that pizza"

   He said stepping down and moving over to the driver's side but before he could do so, a man approached him and after both argued for a while, Felix returned to the back seat and looked at me pitifully.

  "Is there a problem?"

I turned to him with a worried expression.

"Yeah, that's one of the family drivers. He came out of nowhere and offered to drive me in Mr J Shylin's order. Rich life sucks, you don't get to do what you want or go where you want without trail of bodyguards coming after you"

   He explained rolling his eyes and I chuckled, "We can use his company, the more the merrier"

I stated, giving him a smile. He shrugged off his shoulders and asked the driver to get inside.

   We all got settled and the driver drove the car off the lot and soon enough, we were on the highway. First time, a guy is taking me out.

 Zain's point of view…

   I was blinded by range as I continued to drive recklessly. I just have one thing in mind and that's to get to a nice bar and drink me sorrow out.

   I needed this. I need a place to forget, a way to numb myself from this pain. I know that it's a stupid idea but I have no choice. My heart is really breaking and I have no control over it. I had many emotions running through me, anger, regrets, bitterness , sadness, confusion. All these emotions kept swirling around in my head making it hard for me to think clearly. My hands trembled uncontrollably, and I could feel my breathing getting faster and faster.

"F*ck! f*ck!! F*CK!!!"

I muttered under my breath before grabbing the wheel tightly.

My knuckles became white, my eyes wide open, my jaw clenched tight. I gritted my teeth before I slammed my head on the steering wheel in front of me.

I screamed as I closed my eyes tightly and started punching the steering wheel. 

After minutes of me hitting the wheel I finally stopped, gasping for air. I rubbed the bridge of my nose and looked ahead of me,I was a few inches away from where I am supposed to be.