Chapter 380

"What if I am so say no?" I say looking at him and he simply shrugs his shoulders.

"I'm not asking for a full-on relationship now, we still haven't gotten to know each other well enough, but I just want you to know that I like you, I like you very very much. You're smart, you're intelligent, you're kind, sure you don't have everything about life figured out yet, but who does, who actually has everything about life figured out?".

I am chuckling a little bit at this.

I'm chuckling a little bit at this because he acted a little bit dramatic when he asked the rhetorical question.

He smiles at this, he smiles at me.

"I just want you to know that I really really like you, I really like you and my feelings for you are real"

"Really?" I say whispering and he nods.

"They're real enough and I'm pretty sure that I will never do anything to hurt you"

"Then why are you going back to England?" I say looking at him and he rolls his eyes.

"It will only be for a few months"

"You didn't tell me this before" I say looking at him and he smiles.

"I had not contemplated it before".

Ohhhh.

"So you had been planning to leave us forever intentionally" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.

"Not forever, just until everything slows down at home"

"Is anything the problem at home?" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.

"Totally not, my father is just a little bit anxious about exactly how much progress I am making here"

"In school???" I ask him and he nods his head.

"In school, and every other thing that I am doing"

" So you'll only be away for a few months then?" I say my face practically lighting up at the mere prospect of it.

He nods.

"Just a few more months and I'll be back".

I cannot tell you the amount of happiness that bubbles up in me right now, I cannot tell you the amount of happiness that bubbles up in me, it is almost like I want to jump up and run into someone's arms, like I should hug him and I should tell him exactly how delighted i am at this new development.

One word practically screams itself into my head, one word practically screams itself into my head, it is not a word, it is a name. It is the name of someone who is sleeping not so far off, someone who also makes my heart beat eratically and I have to look at Eras.

I think he knows, I think he know that i like him.

I see Adrain simply shrug.

"I'm not going to pressure you into doing anything, I know that the relationship that you have with him is special, just the same way my relationship with you is special, and I am willing to give it time, I'm willing to give you time to choose between the both of us. I'm not forcing you you'll make the decision yourself".