I knock the door , waiting outside
rain hitting down , clouds striking
"Hi " I tell her as she opens the door
"Hi" she smiles
which don't appear on my face
"How's your father , I was worried " she's rambling
"I tried calling you "
"I know " I nod at her
"Sit down " I tell her , she watches me surprised
"What's going on ?" she comes forward, towards me
I stop her , "Sit " my voice stern
"Is your father okay ?" she looks at me worried
"Yeah , one more surgery and he will be fine .If it's a success " I tell her rubbing my forehead
"You ?"
i look at her
can she sense , I'm going to break her heart ?
I can't look in her eyes , staring at me with so much of love
I look away ,clenching my jaw tight
"I'll be fine , I'm starting my therapy " I tell her
I feel her smile
I know she's smiling
I turn around to see that smile
before I break it
"I'm running for the elections " I finally break the ice