Love

{Readers risk}-[Contains mature scenes]

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(Strictly for 17+ of age)

*Di-Hee's POV*

We entered the house, and I looked at the empty place. No one was there.

"Where is your eomma?" I asked him, but he just stared at the stairs. I snapped my fingers before his face, and he jolted a little.

"Where is mom?" I repeated but differently, realising my mistake in the sentence earlier.

"She is gone to her friend's house." He replied bluntly.

"But why?" I tried to question him, but before I could continue any further. He pressed his lips against mine and into a deep passionate kiss. Moving backwards slowly, my back pressed against the wall behind me. I don't know why, but suddenly all the things we studied about 'the thing that is going to happen' came rushing to my brain.

The sudden urge to explore his towering body captured my senses. But I think he had better ideas because, the next moment, I was a bit above in the air, my back still pressed against the wall. I reached his height because of the action.

Not wasting the chance, I wrapped my legs around his waist. I kept my hands on his chest to balance myself, but my hands found their place, sliding upwards towards the back of his head.

We pulled apart after a while, breathless. Our huffing was very much audible in the silent house. I was about to unfold my legs, but he kept his hands under my hips, supporting me more to stay in that place. He turned and walked towards the door and locked it.

He pressed me against the door and kept his head on my shoulder. His breath tickled my skin, and I had goosebumps on my neck.

"Just how awesome you smell." He said after inhaling a deep breath, and I could sense his shoulders dropping, relaxed.

"Oh, do I?" I questioned him with a bit of mockery.

"Hun-hum" He answered, and I leaned closer to his ears.

"Wanna taste me?" I asked in a whisper, and another sound of deep inhale followed.

"Then don't control yourself," I whispered again, and he grabbed my upper arms. I smirked, seeing his reaction.

I didn't want any of us to suffer because of my past and the way that night, despite the need, he cared for my feelings first. I shouldn't let him down, right?

"I said don't. I agree to this, okay." I spoke a bit loudly this time, and still in the same position, he said in a low voice, "No need to do this for me."

"Who said I am doing this for you?" I asked him as he upped his head to meet my gaze. I laughed a bit before taking the initiative to kiss him this time.

For a bit of time, he didn't reply, but as I bit his lips, he hissed. Still discovering each other's mouths, he walked somewhere. I heard a clicking sound after some time, and he walked forward.

His left hand travelled down to my waist. He slid his hand under my crop top and pinched my waist, receiving a hiss.

The next moment I was thrown on something soft. The smell of rose immediately hit my nostrils. I looked around, but there was not even a single petal, let alone a rose or any flower.

"Where are the roses when there is the smell?" I asked as I sat properly in a criss-cross leg position.

"Why waste flowers when the air fresheners can do the same job?" He asked, pointing towards the working air freshener near the window sill.

"How considerate of you," I said and looked at him, searching for something in the cupboard.

"Right." He answered as he threw a few packets of something towards me.

"Eat something first." He said, and I looked between him and the packet of jellies.

"You keep this in that?" I asked, pointing towards the packet and the cupboard.

"So? It says, 'Keep in a cool and dry place'." He said, and I looked confused at the cupboard. There's no way that that place is cool.

"There is an instilled small cooler in it." He said as he flopped onto the bed. Laying beside me, he raised his brows, and I shook my head.

Just how this man knew how to change the vibe of the situation. At that very moment, I thought something big was going to happen, and these jellies came in between.

"Don't worry. We'll go to that part also." He said while taking the packet from me and opening it. He took a jelly in his fingers and ate while making a 'yum' face.

I gulped, seeing him eat like that. I saw the different coloured sugar-coated and bit-flexible jelly candies inside the packet.

Guk-Du forwarded his hand, and I turned my head to the other side. I hate to admit that he is the one who knew it before me.

In a fraction of a second, I was pulled down on the bed, and I gasped, taking advantage of the movement, he kissed me and pushed the jelly inside my mouth.

"You are that one spoilt and stubborn kid," he said as I chewed the candy with a sheepish smile on my lips.

I grabbed the packet from his hand and quickly munched on it. As I swallowed, the stuck piece caused me to cough hard. Suddenly, my breathing started to get uneven, but before I could panic, a rough blow landed on my back. I coughed even harder, and a jelly, half chewed, came out directly with the action. It was not a pleasant experience, but at least, I was able to breathe normally again.

"If you are hungry, at least eat slowly! You know, how tensed I became just now?" Guk-Du yelled, and it echoed through the house. I felt my eyes tear up and slowly ticking on my cheek.

He quickly pulled me into an embrace and apologised over and over again. I felt my migraine came back, and I ended up being unconscious.

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It was morning by the time my sleep broke, and I could feel the lightness in my head, and everything becoming dizzy for a second as I stepped off the bed. But a pair of arms caught me mid-way, and I grabbed my head which started hurting with sudden shooting pain.

"Don't step out of the bed. Stay here, I will get something for you." The slow and faded voice said which was somehow clear but still hazed. I felt a removal of touch from my hands, and I drifted to sleep.

I woke up again with a voice calling, "Di-Hee, come on, wake up." The voice kept on repeating, and I opened my eyes, but everything was a blur.

After some time, when the blurriness went away, I looked at Guk-Du's worried face. He held my hands quite tightly, but that does not matter.

For some days, I went through the medication of this, and when it ended, it was already time to join the office. As these incidents occurred one after another. Our honeymoon and the steamy first night slowly faded away into the crumbled schedules.

On a Saturday night, I was watching a drama when the lights went out. I heard some voices of footsteps and gradually took slow steps towards the source, with a bottle in my hands that was previously on my lap.

I followed the voice towards our room, and the person was quite fast as if stayed in this house the whole time. I looked in the bedroom with the slight light coming from outside, a person stood near the cupboard. I entered, and just as I was about to march any further from the bed, the lights came back.

My eyes went wide when I saw Guk-Du, but I immediately turned around. What did I see, just now? Was he just in his boxers?

"Don't you know to change in the bathroom?" I said in a rather nervous voice.

"I thought you were in the living hall watching dramas." He replied, but my mind was so preoccupied to even notice that he came near me and hugged me from behind.

"Why are you scared? I'm all yours to see, no?" He asked teasingly, which caused me to blush.

"Yo-you should get changed. I'll bring the food." I said, and as I was about to leave, his grip on me tightened.

"My food is here." He said in a sudden husky voice. And I gulped, listening to his words, my voice left me betrayed.

"Weren't you the one who wanted it some days ago? Suddenly, the lioness became a scared kitten, hun?" He asked and turned me around, the bottle was already lying on the bed.

The moment I was thinking to get out of there, he quickly undid my T-shirt. Then only did I realize that I wasn't wearing any bra. I quickly put my hands on my breasts.

"Weren't you the one to tell me that I shouldn't control?" He gazed into my eyes, his face was looking different from before. As if that personality came back.

"Yes, I did tell you that but-," I tried to say, but his lips came crashing on mine, with a fierce force.

His abdomen touched my lower part, and I could feel wetness in this situation. He made his way down to my neck, and I couldn't just say 'no'. Hundreds of feelings were stirring, and I could feel butterflies in my lower abdomen.

"May I?" He asked, still keeping his mouth on my collarbones, and his hands were holding my wrists, which were covering my breasts.

"Hun-hum," I was barely able to answer when he removed my hands from the place and treated both my bosoms equally. Slow moans left my mouth.

He removed my joggers in a jerk and slowly swept his hands towards my inner thighs. My heartbeat fastened, and he again bit one of the bosoms. I hissed, and while my concentration was on the pain, he removed my underwear in a swift moment.

I felt timid and couldn't help but blush. He made his way down and started kissing my navel.

"Don't you go any further downwards," I said, but my voice again betrayed me. In a small voice, the sentence reached his ears, and he said, "As you wish."

But soon after he returned to my lips, I felt something poking my core. My eyes went wide. But before I could say anything, he slipped inside me.

A painful cry escaped my lips, and tears welled up in my eyes. To smoothen the pain, he couldn't find a better way but to say sweet words and kiss me repeatedly.

After a few minutes, the pain faded away into a tight gripping sensation. Though it was not as tight as it should have been because I was mishandled. I could feel his uneven breath fanning the side of my temple.

"Shall we?" he asked in a deep husky voice and help but grip his shoulder tightly.

He slowly started thrusting into me, and a pleasurable moan left my lips, "Ahhh!"

After some time, his speed fastened as if he never went to work in the morning. All the time was a moaning mess, and I could feel myself going up and down, synchronizing with his thrusts.

I had lost count of the time he said, "Just one more time." Not knowing how many releases we had, I could feel myself getting tired to the extent that I felt like falling unconscious at any moment.

I looked at the clock, and I showed past three in the morning, still moaning every time I felt him widen my legs again. I felt the last drop of energy falling from my body as my legs shifted together.

But I don't know what he ate or drank; he still opened my legs and again entered after coming out for a moment to attend a confidential call. Every time I felt like he would now or then, he just fastened his pace.

I know we exactly started at twelve in the morning; the start of the new day, and by the time he fell asleep still inside me, it was already half past six in the morning.

He fell on top of me, and I felt like crushing under him. Struggling to wake him, I finally did that, but he was still half asleep, so he turned with me on top of him. He hugged me tightly, and without caring if he was still inside me or not, I fell asleep on his chest.

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I woke up to the loud ringtone of my phone, and as I was about to stand up. I felt extreme pain in my core and lower abdomen muscle that I cried. He was still hard inside me. I turned my face to the other side to see the time. It was already afternoon, and while bearing the pain, I dragged myself out of his manhood and rolled to the other side of the bed and grabbed my phone.

Seeing the number of missed calls from Bong-Soon, I kept the phone back after messaging that I was busy.

I felt burning sensations rolling inside me. I slowly tried to get up but flopped down on the bed again. He had this day only to do such things? I have to meet Bong-Soon in the evening. Maybe I have to cancel the meeting.

I felt a soft rumbling on the other side of the bed. He slowly faced me and opened his eyes. Tears were rolling down my cheeks, and he immediately sat up.

He came near me, and asked in a worried tone, "Was I too rough?"

I clearly remember he was a whole different person at night, he was not the shy and introvert Guk-Du I knew.

He helped me get up, but an immediate cry left my lips. It was hurting like hell.

After that night, he didn't try to touch me like that for two weeks. It was nearly the time when eomma came back from her trip to Hong Kong. Both my mother and mother-in-law went there together.