My Trauma

As Valine was in the carriage with her husband in front of her she knew it would take almost about 4-5 days to get to her husband's land, Acaria but she couldn't help but try to relax as she kept trembling of her scars hurting again but this time it felt like blood was shedding. It was so unbearable to her as she knew her own body was sensitive to alone a little wind. She couldn't handle it, she looked at her husband as she saw his calm look on his face, as she just noticed the deep silence on the journey she was only 4 hours in feeling numb from not moving. One thought kept creeping up in her head that he didn't like women near him almost not even in the same room. Yet alone, there she was in the same carriage with him not to far from him.

The carriage continued its bumpy journey, the wheels grinding against the rough terrain. Inside, Valine sat nervously, her hands trembling in her lap again. Her husband,Sire across from her had a intense gaze fixed upon her. It had been a couple hours of their journey, and Valine's silence had persisted, causing a growing tension between them again once she snapped out of her thoughts. Sire couldn't help but notice Valine's flinch of pain when a sudden bump came from the road, her shoulders turning a little red as he could see from her black dress, being a see through lace covered in a flower pattern. Concern filled his fiery red eyes as he observed her closely. Without hesitation, he got up and touched Valine's arm, before she could even react to his sudden grip on her arm, she found out she was next to him..On the same seat as her husband, the same person who despised women with a passion. He tugged at the fabric of her dress, revealing the deep scars etched upon her shoulders as her dress almost ripped from his hard tug.

A wave of rage surged through Sire's veins, his eyes transforming into a deeper, fiercer shade of red. "Valine who did this to you?" The way he said it with his deep voice had a hint of anger in it, I could only give him a apologetic look with my almost light yellow eyes I started to tremble as he let go of his tight grip still not letting go of me. He looked at me waiting for my response as I couldn't bring myself to just tell him my father, yet alone anything at this moment but I still tried…"m-my ow..own people" Was all I could say.

He sighed noticing how scared and hesitant to talk I was, he just stared at me but not any kind of stare a stare that wanted me to reveal the truth, as his eyes was asking the specific person. Valine's heart ached at the thought of revealing the truth, of sharing the horrors she had endured at the hands of her own father. Fear clutched at her throat, rendering her unable to speak. But the trust she had begun to place in Sire look of concern pushed her forward, urging her to confide in him. Hesitantly she told him trying her best "m-my..fa..father.." I told him plain and clear I was scared to see his reaction as I didn't want to lay a finger on him knowing how deep he didn't like women, until I looked up I saw Sire's gaze softened, a mixture of awaited revenge and sympathy shining within his fiery eyes. Without releasing his grip on her, he carefully moved me to sit on his lap, cradling me in his arms. His touch offered both comfort and strength, a silent reassurance that he was there for me in every way.

She just couldn't understand this husband of hers..Why he cared for her so much, why he was acting so comfortable around her as if he knew her for years but she realized he probably went through something as-well when it all clicked to her that he might just have been through the same. Feeling like he was getting closer to her she wanted to ask the question that was lingering in her mind for so long, Valine felt a flicker of hope ignite within her, knowing that Sire's was protective over her so maybe he wouldn't mind. Yet, she couldn't shake her curiosity about his own deep-seated aversion towards women again. With a slightly trembling voice she gave in. "S-sire..…why d..do you h..have a in..intense disgust for w-women?"

He just tightened his grip closing his eyes trying not to release the deadly aura that I already sensed, he only told me " its just my past darling, you don't have to worry about it. I have already overcome my hatred for them I just don't tolerate there touch. Your free to touch me though, only you,just you and when we get to my castle just wait to see what I will do to you." I jumped a little at his response, when he said he didn't tolerate women touching him he could feel my grip on him loosen as I didn't want him to dislike me. I felt his gaze as it felt like he could read my mind again, he whispered in my ear.."Darling try not to think to hard I can read your mind if I wanted to, so try to calm down". I was shocked before I could speak my curiosity took the best of me and questions started lingering in my mind.

What exactly was the powers of my own husband? They could read minds?! Trapped in my thoughts as always he spoke before playing in my hair " Val you are allowed to touch me whenever and wherever but just you and only you so don't be scared just because of my hatred. Also my dear wife, we are able to read minds,teleport, we have amazing speed as well if your about to ask its many more but I cant explain all of them because some of these powers I have others don't because I am half demon and half vampire..but don't worry not one person in the whole world is half and half like me. My mother was the last alpha vampire before she was killed by the witch queen 18 years ago she died when I was 12, I know this is a-lot of information to take in for a fragile thing like you but ill do my best to answer your questions". Suddenly still shocked at the fact he was the only half blood and he had powers he cant even explain, I felt Sire lips on mine. He was kissing me! I was scared but closed my eyes and embraced his deep kiss. It was like heaven on my lips..it was moist and he tasted so sweet making me want more but before I could grab him the carriage opened quickly, I could tell he didn't want to pull away as he angrily looked at his fellow partner " What is it Quio?" He said in a annoying tone. "Sorry to interrupt you Prince Sire but there are a clan of rouges outside."

He kissed my head before nodding at his partner and heading outside telling me "I will be right back my love" I was still in a statue form from his deep heavenly kiss he shared with me.

-RENEX-<3