Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

My sword flashed as I brought my sword up and slammed it against her armored leg. As I did, my sword did not bite into her leg, instead it just harmlessly dented her armor.

Freya's leg did not even move as she brought her head over towards me. "That weapon you carry with you is strong… BUT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE IT! LET ME TAKE IT FROM YOU!!!"

Her jaws descended towards me fast and I rolled to the side just in time to see her dig her jaws into the ground. Strangely enough, she ate the rock and then turned her head towards me.

Her throat turned orange and I heard something bubbling in her throat. I realized almost too late what was about to happen.

As I dashed to the side, Freya followed my movements and then spat a glob of molten lava towards me. I felt my Mana formed hair getting burnt as the lava landed beside me with a fury.

Inevitability