Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

<p>After we all grouped up again, Finn began to speak to us all about the dangers of the place. "-Pretty much, you would all definitely die if I wasn't here. That being said, I will not help unless I deem intervention completely necessary. Gaining Divinity this way is dangerous, but it is possible for gods such as yourselves to lose a limb or two and still live. Hell, you could lose all your limbs and live still… Just make sure that if something like that happens, you flood your body with Mana from your Soulscape. Anyways, let's start heading towards my gas giant!"</p>

<p>Finn had sounded ecstatic about the whole situation. Obviously, this little adventure was like a little picnic to him, but for us it was real. There was an actual possibility and threat of death. 'I will gain a Divinity here, no matter the cost.'</p>

Death’s Door