Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

After Finn consumed the massive Soulstone, he flew over to me. He looked at my arms that were quickly growing back with the supplied Mana. He grinned and began to nod excessively. "VERY NICE! You have got your own Divinity now!"

A little blue window popped up to my side, so I glanced at it before replying to Finn.

*You have received enlightenment and have gained your first Divinity besides the one that represents your Consciousness. You have gained two new stats → Focus: Increases cognitive functions of the brain. Divinity: With Divinity, you can do anything that you can Imagine. The limiting factor is your mind and creativity. -Can only be used once a year.-*

Travis Scott: Level 135. Lowest tier Focus god.

SYSTEM → [Input Command/Open Store]

Great Harvest