Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

As the Creator stepped from the portal, she looked at Gore and then turned to me. "So, Travel- or do you prefer Travis? What do you want? I already know, but I want to hear your pitch."

I cleared my throat to appear as business-like as possible. "Ahem, Creator mam, I do prefer Travis. As for my pitch, here it is: Imagine a massive man, but it's made of thick Mana metal and can output a person's Mana as easily as a spaceship.

Imagine being able to use the machine that looks like a massive man as easily as if it was truly an extension of your body, because it would have a… Huge di… Ahem, I mean it would come with a massive sword that is an equipment that further enhances the Mana output and can be used to fire certain necessary spells… Would you be interested in creating something like that for me? I think the fighters are kinda stupid."

Investment In The Future