Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

Now, as soon as the Creator left, the massive Mech fell from the sky since the Creator no longer supported it. As it slammed into the ground with all of its weight, it knocked me back onto my ass.

I picked myself up and then brushed myself off before walking slowly but steadily towards the Mech. The Mech had buried itself a few hundred feet into the orange-colored dirt.

As I got up to it, a single compartment opened up. The interior was exactly the same as the fighter I had been in. As I jumped inside, the door closed and I felt a piece of Mana stabbing through my fucking brain… Don't ask me how the fuck that didn't kill me because honestly I don't know.

I could feel an enormous amount of power flowing through me as the cameras and sensors powered up. The Mech was not too close a match to my body, but just the senses of the vehicle felt far more natural than the fighter I had been in.

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