Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

My suit moved fast to the next ship that looked the same from the outside. I dodged the projectiles jetting out from the guns stationed on the side. 'My spacecraft shot spells from any which way. They are far better. Mechs fucking rule baby!'

I blasted through the side of the ship, and I showed up on the deck of the ship, and it was the same. There was one god that I quickly killed, and there were a bunch of other useless souls that I quickly murdered.

I went from ship to ship to ship… I destroyed hundreds of ships, and I reaped the souls of hundreds of fucking gods. I killed them all before they could ever even use their Divinity. They had all been too surprised.

Near the end of the battle, Jett got hit by one of the projectiles, and Susan called me over the radio. "Hey Travis, Jett got hit badly! We aren't sure if he's dead or not, but half of his Mech is crushed. We are in a firefight right now, please help get him back to the planet and check on him."

Soul Reaper