Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

I blasted off through the sky like an inverse meteor defying all the rules of nature. The speed of my mech and the oxygen slamming up against my mech and burning should have incinerated me, but my shields negated all of that.

As I entered the vacuum of space, the fire that surrounded me had gradually dissipated until it was gone completely, and my vision was clear. I could see a singular ship cruising through empty space lit up by the light of the distant sun and planets that reflected its light.

I spoke through the intercom. "I am going to bust into that ship. Everyone else watch my back and make sure that no other ship comes into orbit while I'm fucking this shit up."

I blasted towards the ship like a mad dog hellbent upon a bloody bone. My shielded ship ripped through the structure of the enormous cruiser. Atmosphere leaked through the ship, and mana outlets burst open spewing pink liquid Mana to the floor from the things that they had been powering.

It Was Personal