DES VU
Awareness that this moment would become a memory

People are complicated and their feelings even more so. They are always aware that the moments they spend with others would end up becoming memories. Sometimes those memories are so precious that people would go to length to save them and sometimes ,they so horrific that people would want nothing but forget they ever happened. 
This is a story about a girl whose precious memories end up being the source of her pain. 
But unlike other people, people who would let go of their memories that cause them pain. This girl would not trade those memories for anything and would hold onto her pain.
That’s how precious those memories are for her even if they would end up being her down fall.

Her journey is certainly not a Fairy tale but something people like to call THE REAL LIFE.

DES VU, Moments turned Memories

After that day Adina blocked Fredrick from everywhere as she had no mental space or time left to deal with him. Finals were just next week and she was giving all she had left in her to her study. 


“ Yeah! That’s great Mom. See you next week” 


“ so we are moving next week?” Adina asked while reading her textbook. 


“ Yeah! Mom and dad are coming to help us move. I am sooo excited to be moving out of this crappy apartment” Jasmine’s joy literally dripping from her words. 


“This apartment isn’t crappy, to be honest. The person we share it with is” 


“ She even hates that the apartment we are moving into is completely ours and better than hers” 


“ well that’s not the nice thing to say” 


“ I never said it wasn’t I just said it wasn’t nice” Adina sighed as turned the page. Sometimes she really needs to remind Jasmine to not be a bitch. 


“ how’s the preparation going?” Jasmine asked 


“ crappy! And the fact that my family decided to move on the very day after which I have an exam is the cherry on top” 


Adina was happy about moving but she was pissed about the day they were moving. She had an exam the very next day and “ you won’t need to do anything” from everyone wasn’t that much of a help. Even if she wouldn’t need to do anything she refused to believe she would be able to study without interruptions. 


So instead of wasting time she started preparing beforehand but everything was just becoming a little too much for her and to top it all off Fredrick was being a dick. Not only was he playing the victim and pushing all the blame of breakup on her but also trying to guilt trip her into getting back together. 


Adina never knew he could go this low but what could she do? What was done was done. Whatever he was doing was making her more resilient on not letting him back in her life. 


The next week Adina’s finals started and she also moved into the new apartment. 


Finally, it was the last exam. Adina came out with a smile on her face while Sam head hung low. 


“My paper was smashed. I am going to fail” 


“Don’t say that. You would pass” Grey encouraged 


“ Even if you do we are anyway coming for summer. What’s another subject then?” Adina said 


“I guess so. You know what I don’t care. Right now I want an Alfaredo” 


That month when the results Adina was once again hit by a truck 


She did manage to pass all the subjects but her gpa is still low. She was living happily until she saw her gpa. Why? Why even after all that hardwork? 


She knew for a fact that she aced the exams then why her gpa was so low? 


All her self-worth and confidence once again came crushing down the hill. 


How was she supposed to cope with it? telling anyone wasn’t an option at all. 


What could she even tell? That she was crying over not having good grades? How……just How….middle school. 


So instead of telling anyone Adina once again decided to keep the storm inside.


Chapter 25