DAY 3 - Mys(t)ery Window

I was laying with my arms open staring at the ceiling.

The light was blinding to my eyes but it sent me to a haze with peace to my mind.

Something I always need.

-I miss..-

-Not this again!-

I didn't understand this "system" thing but it sure seemed a little early for it have a bug.

And most importantly it disturbed my cozy time.

Since I woke up, this message notice kept popping up at random intervals.

That wasn't the end of it though.

I was used to spending days and days shut in my room, and while I never had issues making friends, I long preferred the sound of my own company.

This day however, after the continuos interruption, I was more swallowing myself in my misery than enjoying myself.

What had I done so wrong that I had to be shut in my own room, against my will.

If there was a god, was he punishing me somehow?

-I know I asked that to her.. and it may have been rude, but did he have to react to like that?..-

-Well It's not like that's where my problems started, but I didn't go out once since that day, so was there any reason for me to be forcefully stuck inside?-

I blocked the light hitting my eyes with my hand and stared at my fingers.

-If I squint my eyes it looks like the sun.-

I pulled my legs up, gathered strength and slammed them back down to bounce up, now sitting on my bed.

I stared at the window and questioned: what would happen if I open it now without any quest?

I approached it slowly and as I was about to satisfy my curiosity, my hand trembled.

From excitement or fear, I don't know.

I took in a deep breath and as the air filled my belly, I twisted the knob and pulled it.

Surprisingly, or unsurprisingly, nothing happened.

Rather, what I saw, was still all the same.

Outside was "nothing" and as l straightened my arm further from me, I still felt "nothing".

Perhaps it'd be better to say it didn't feel any different than inside my room.

I pulled myself up and sat there, with my legs hanging.

It felt a little free.

-I wonder what would happen if I jump from here?-

However I didn't let that thought entertainment me for long and pulled out a coin from my pocket.

I stared down and let it fall hoping to hear a sound.

-It seems it wasn't just dark but there's truly "nothing". Not even a floor.-

I admired the unusual situation a little longer.