The road to the temple ( Part 2 )

Although they were scared for a moment, the gup recovered immediately.

Ella who was now smiling gently addressed Anka who was not far away:

- Anka come and sit down. I fried some fish, take some too.

The girl looked at Ella then at the group who said nothing, and sat down by the fire.

When she opened her eyes, she finished evolving her ability with ice. Can now create ice from water, albeit a bit slow, still a power boost.

Then she wanted to talk about who would be keeping watch with the group just to hear them talk about her. While listening she realized a fact that she had ignored.

'Am I cured of my psychological anomaly?'

Before, if she heard someone talking about her, regardless of context or intent, she would have a panic attack, but now she was surprisingly calm...

'How did it get here? On the cruise ship I lost control and I accepted that I was going to have this problem and this life, so why don't I have it anymore?'

Anka frowned.

'I have to think about it...'

Returning, Anka jokingly asked the group, and they were actually scared of her. The girl was laughing a little inside, but she didn't laugh outside.

They were going to be a team, so she didn't want to challenge them. Then while eating a fish, she gazes at the fire in thought.

William cleared his throat to catch her eye and then said:

- We wondered what power you have. In order to overcome the team fight it is good to know some things about your teammates.

Ella who was sitting closest to Anka said:

- Yes . You see, President Matei has the power related to water, President Alesio has an ability that helps to make decisions, President Juliana has powers related to fire, President William has powers related to space, I have powers related to light, Pavel has powers related to strength , and Sana has powers related to espionage. We were wondering what powers you have?

Anka finished what was in her mouth and said:

- My power is hard to describe like yours and is not for team fighting. I have a strong talent for weapons. But you should already know that.

Matei looked at her and nodded.

- I understand . May we ask why you attacked our agencies?

Juliana had a serious face, and the rest were not inferior.

- Hmm. First of all I actually attacked Bluee out of boredom, but the other reason was that in the former scenario, your brother plotted against me. I also did this as a warning to him. As for RRto...

Anka thought about how to answer. She wasn't allowed to lie because it was hard to come up with a good answer. After a while she opened her mouth:

- I wasn't originally planning to deal with RRto for the time being, but something happened and I couldn't do anything. I can only say that that man and the rest I killed deserved this fate and I have no regrets.

The group frowned at this answer.

Alesio seemed to have discovered something and looked at Anka without emotion. Then he looked away.

After the discussion, there was a wave of embarrassment, but they were no longer so tense.

It was decided that Matei would be the first to be on guard at night.

Anka who was leaning against a tree with closed eyes had many thoughts.

'What's going on with me?'

'I have too volatile a mental state.'

' Not true . I have a clear mind.'

'Looking back, many of the past decisions and situations were handled in ways that the past me would not have done...'

' You are no longer the one from the past! A person changes!'

'It's okay to change but my pattern is too confusing.'

'Why am I acting and having different thoughts out of the blue?'

' Do I have multiple personalities?'

' That's not possible !'

' But it doesn't seem so...'

'A mentally ill person wouldn't be able to detect this anyway...'

'I'm not mentally ill ! I don't have a little split personality!'

'Maybe, but why do I have sudden changes in behavior?'

' I can not explain ...'

'When did it start?'

' Maybe on the boat ...'

' More exactly ...'

'Maybe my ability has something to do with it?'

' It's stupid. I feel when the skill takes over the body...'

'I feel it, but I don't think it involves my mental activity...'

' It's probably nothing and I'm worrying for nothing...'

'My attitude changes strangely...'

'I had a different way of thinking than the usual one, ever since I decided to seriously serve Fahim...'

' Good . What influenced me and what was in common with other situations to find out the cause ...'

'I had a different mind when I was dealing with Lan..'

'I changed my attitude again when I decided to take control of the situation on the ship...'

'Then again, when I told the truth about plots and future plans...'

' Another change when I got back to Anima...'

' Then again when I spoke to the young man at reception...'

'I returned to the state I had on the ship when I was dealing with Lan...'

' Then I got back into the mood I had when I was setting fire to Bluee and decided to take part in this scenario...'

' Now I have the attitude ... that I had after I got off the cruise ship ...'

'In the course of the past few days I have continuously changed my attitude between 5 different mentalities without realizing it at all?'

'I can't have five personalities, can I?'

' Finish with this thought ! I don't have a split personality!'

' What caused my changes in attitudes?'

' Hard to say ...'

'I seem to take an attitude that works best with the situation...'

'Hmm...'

'Maybe I adjust my metalness myself to be able to adapt to the situation?'

'I mean I put on masks with different personalities to make it easier for me?'

' Yes ​​. It's a reasonable explanation.'

' So I wear a mask to hide my true feelings always?'

' It is . Now that I think about it, I didn't show how I really felt until the ability was activated...'

'Why only then?'

'Because I have an excuse?'

'What excuse?'

' I mean it's not me who wants to do this but the ability...'

'It seems reasonable, but it's not right...'

'I'm inclined to believe that my true personality is released when I use the ability...'

'Why do I think that?'

' Because I don't even know what my personality is too well...'

'In my last life I didn't have the chance to discover it properly because of the environment...'

' Maybe that's the way it is...'

' So I don't have to worry...'

'But is it a good thing that I always wear a mask?'

'Haven't I decided that I will live freely?'

'I live freely. I do what I want and think what I want...'

' But somehow it seems more self-defense to wear this mask ...'

' My head hurts ...'

'I think too much...'

' It doesn't matter if I can mask or not...'

'I am me after all.'

' There is still a long way to go...'

Then the girl turned on her side and slowly fell asleep.