Let Me Go

Jungkook woke up in the middle of the night. He opened his eyes feeling thirsty. It was the first time he didn't woke up from a nightmares. He was about to get up when he felt something on his hands.

Shocked, he looked beside him. There he saw the man who saved his life, sleeping uncomfortably beside the bed catching his hands. Jungkook looked at him in surprise. He tried to pull his hands but Taehyung had intertwined their hands and the grip was really strong.

Taehyung stir in his sleep from cold. Jungkook looked up to the window. It was opened and cold wind was flowing inside the room. Taehyung shivered again and slept like a baby hugging his hands.

Jungkook removed the the hair strands covering his face. For the first time Jungkook looked at the face realizing how handsome he is. The man beside him can be voted the most handsome man in the world.

His long eye lashes, pointy nose, bread cheeks everything was beautiful. There was even a mole on his nose. He wanted to touch it. He smiled and raised his hands to touch it. But before he did, he remembered who he was.

He was just a stranger helping him out of pity. He was no one to him. How dare he try to touch him. He was no one to him(Tae).

what rights does he have to stare at him. He knows this man wants to save him from his miseries but Jungkook doesn't want to burden him. When his own family doesn't care about him. Why should he burden someone else whom he knew for only 1 week.

What has he ever done in life to make him suffer with him. No Jungkook can't do that.

He can't drag a pure soul to his hell of a life. He will only suffer if he's around him. He can't let his miserable life affect this poor soul.

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It was early in the morning. The sun had yet to rise when Taehyung woke up. He rubbed his eyes slowly yawning. His eyes widen when his moon was not in the bed. He looked around but no one was there. May be he went to washroom.

He hurried to the door knocking 3 times.

" Moon! Are you there?" but he got no response. He tried to open the door but it was closed from inside indicating that the said man was inside indeed.

He was debating on what to do now. Moon was surely inside but was he okay? Should he knock again? Should he call again? But soon he heard the water pouring and a hissing sound from inside.

" Moon!" he knocked the door again.

" Are you okay? Can you open the door please?" he said again. But there was no sound from the other end.

" Moon. Please open the door" Taehyung latched his ears to the door, he heard a slow whimpers and sniffs inside.

" Moon! Moon! Open the door. Or I will break it. " He banged the door hard this time. When he didn't get any reply he kicked the door hard.

The door opened after 4 5 hard kicks. Taehyung entered the washroom but what he saw made him shiver.

His moon was sleeping in the red blood bath.

Jungkook slit his wrist with the knife he found in the kitchen. His body was drenched in the bathtub. The tub was filled blood.

" Moon!" he yelled rushing towards him. Taehyung throw the knife away and took the man in one swift in his embrace. Jungkook struggled to get out of his arms but Taehyung didn't budge one bit.

He took the boy straight to the bed making him sit on his lap. Jungkook struggled hard to get out but Taehyung's grip was strong. He pulled out the t-shirt lying on the side and tore it in pieces. He wrapped the cloth around his wrist firmly and hugged the boy tight in his embrace.

" LET ME GO!" Jungkook yelled at him. 

Jungkook was beyond furious. He pushed him, hit him, cursed him but the said man didn't budge.

" WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME GO? LET ME DIE? I DON'T WANT TO LIVE!"

Jungkook hit him again. He was so furious. Why can't this man let him die. He scratched his arms, pulled his shirt but Taehyung didn't let out a single sound. Jungkook was anxious, he saw all red when he couldn't do anything. He pushed him with all might and turned to get out of his arms. Taehyung was pushed hard and fell back. Jungkook got up and tried to get out. But alas Taehyung got up immediately and pulled him back hugging him tightly.

" Moon listen to me..." But Jungkook still struggled to get out.

" LEAVE MEEEE..... LET ME GO...." He screamed again. But couldn't get out of his tight grip. Angered raged in him. His anger was winning against him. When he couldn't get out of his grip, he bit his arms hard. With all his strength he bit him, his teeth sink deep into his arms but the said man didn't utter a single hiss.

Taehyung was in pain. Of course a man biting your arms will hurt him, but he didn't let a single hiss get out of his mouth. He bit his lips trying to surpass the pain. The pain was seen clearly in his face. But he denied to free the man in his arms.

Jungkook's both hands were grabbing the arm so tight each nail scratch his arms deeply. He kept biting his arms trying to pull out but Taehyung didn't gave up. He just let Jungkook do whatever he wants. He just let his pent up stress and frustration get out on him without uttering a word.

After what seemed like a year, Jungkook finally calm down. His breathe was heavy, chest going up and down , teeth still sink on his arm.

It was like Jungkook finally came out of the dark. His pent up frustration finally got out. His eyes finally came out of the blurry state. He blinked to see where he was. What he was doing.

He found a strong arms wrapped around him. He let the arm out of his mouth slowly. His chest still heaving up and down. Taehyung didn't freed him yet. His hands still wrapped around him.

And then only he heard the voice again. He heard the sweet nothings in his ears.

" I got you....

I'm with you moon....

Please don't do this....

My strong moon....

Don't give up...

I'm right here...

We will make it...

I promise moon.....

We will make it....." 

The slow deep voice telling him sweet nothings made him ache for love.

In no time tears started to fell down his eyes. Once again his chest heaved.

Slowly he started sobbing like a child, letting out every pent up feeling in his heart. It was years of sadness inside his soul. And Taehyung let him do everything he wants.

" Let it out moon...

I'm here for you...

I won't leave...

Let it out...

My sweet pretty moon...

So you know how pretty you are?

You're so beautiful..

The world would go crazy looking at your pretty face.

We will fight together okay...

We will stand together...

I'm not leaving you..

So please don't leave me..

Don't give up...

My strong pretty moon..

Don't give up... "

The words made him cry even more. Jungkook turned around wrapping his hands around him, throwing himself in his arms, hugging him tight like never before.

Taehyung hugged him back. Caressing his back. He let him cry as much as he wants. Cry all he wants, because after today he promised to only make him smile.

Feel him loved and cherished.

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