Helpless and hopeless

Next whole week her hand was paining. She was sick. She didn't tell about it to her parents. She took medicine in secret. She was on her phone 24/7 watching anime. She didn't attend all online classes either.She was not eating properly. She was not talking to her parents or her friends. Advika used to call her now and then but she stopped when her father expired in a pandemic.Lasya's weight was 48 and her age was 19. Her parents were worried about her. Sanket used to come to her city now on then. He used to ask her to meet him. Every time they meet he didn't talk. with her but ask her for a blowjob in his car.Lasya was tired. Time was not passing quickly. She didn't want to meet Sanket. She started to talk less. And Sanket had another affair. He cheated on her in the lockdown with a rich girl. That girl didn't know about Lasya but she saw their video cause Sanket send her their videos while eating ice cream and resting on her lap romantically in her house and at the same time her mother had surgery. After some days she cut her hair short with bangs on her forehead just to distract her mind. She had a new haircut and she was looking very cute in it.Lasya and Sanket started to fight from now on then cause Lasya was angry with him. She wanted a breakup but she was afraid; What if he tells about having sex with him to others? She was not crying to sleep anymore but used to watch Anime until 2 Am.Even after sleeping at 2 Am, she used to wake up at 6 Am and that amount of sleep was enough for her. A year passed in the lockdown and nothing changed except Lasya.She resumed her college in final year. No one paid attention to her but Advika used to tell her that she changed a lot.Dhani was not angry with her anymore cause the lockdown told him that no one knows how many days they had together. He forgives her but couldn't able to gather the courage to ask her if she is okay or not.Krishna was also not angry with her anymore but Lasta was still angry with her.Sanket used to ask her to come and meet but now Lasya was not a bit excited to meet him. She started to ignore him. Her only focus was her last year cause she wanted to pass in it no matter what.But as she started to ignore him his patients started to drain. "Lasya I said come and meet me today. Wake up early at 4:45 Am and come to meet me at my room. My dick is hurting now", Sanket commanded her. He didn't even ask if she wants to do it or not."Then fuck yourself Sanket I don't want to have sex with you", Lasya replied sternly."Then with whole, you want to have sex hun? With that mutherfucker Dhani or with your so-called brother Aadi?", Sanket said without emotions. All he cared about was pleasing himself. Lasya didn't reply cause it was an easy time."You know what the girl like you is meant to be slut. You can't get married and even if you get married the guy will be devastated. I don't care about anything you are coming to me", he said and hung up the call.The next morning Lasya woke up early because Sanket called her many time. She didn't have a choice so she went to give him whatever he wanted.He did, please himself but Lasya didn't feel a thing. She didn't even feel his touch. After doing two rounds she went to the washroom andSankett checked her phone calls."Vedant! A new guy hun? I can't believe she can't keep herself away from boys. She wants to be fucked by more than one guy at the same time", he muttered. He was fuming with anger.Lasya came back and saw her phone in his hand. He hurriedly snatches it away. "You don't have any right to check my phone give me it back", She retorted.Sanket stormed at her and hit her harshly on her face. "Really! I don't. I am your boyfriend so tell me who he is?"With that, he hit her once again " I said tell me who the fuck he is?", he shouted in a low voice.Lasya was not even shivering. "He is my online friend. We were just having a casual conversation", she replied without even blinking. Tears formed in her eyes due to pain in her cheeks.After hearing that Sanket shaped her three times and that was the last thing he should have done. Lasya had enough of him. She hit him back as hard as she can."What's wrong with having a friend when you can date a girl? You can cheat on me and then you blackmail me to stay with you so you can have sex!", she exclaimed and slapped him again and again harshly.She was out of control. She didn't stop slapping him. So Sanket grabbed her hand to stop her. "I just had two relationships. I didn't have so many relations like you", he argued back."Oh really! Before you, I had dated some boys but I never did a double date thing. And why are u stopping my hand are you afraid to take my hits", she shouted.Lasya was unable to slap him anymore so she started to kick him. Because of that Sanket freed her hand. She slapped him again and left the place.His head was hearing like hell because of his slaps. But still, she walks to her home. She went home and sleep again. She ignored his every message. He was asking her to come tomorrow so he can fuck her again. Cause his dick was not satisfied.Lasya was calm the whole day. She didn't speak much and eat quietly. When she came back home she saw all the text messages from Sanket. Only one message grabs her attention."Lasya if you don't want to give me sex send your mother. You two are sluts anyway."Lasya didn't think much and replied "I am breaking up with you. Don't call me ever again. I will give back all your stuff." with that she blocked him.Now and then she was receiving messages from Rishu. Depression had taken over her but she didn't even know about it. She used to sit quite with her friend. She doesn't use to smile much.No matter what Dhani used to keep an eye on her. One day she agreed to meet Sanket because Rishu was eating her head. She grabbed all gifts he gave her and went to meet him early in the morning."Lasya I am sorry but I didn't mean to say it. It was an accident", Sanket cried out in front of her. But Lasya was so indifferent. She knew that the apology is fake.She placed all things on the table and replied "What a perfect accident was that. You perfectly ask my mother for sex.""Whatever but I am not changing my design. I am breaking up with you. Now you can date anyone and fuck anyone you want. Stay away from me and my people", with that Lasya was about to leave but Sanket grabbed her hand."You can't do this. I know you are acting differently since you got to know that my father is a farmer. Moreover, I paid 8 Lakh to someone who was threatening me. He was saying that he will sell your nude videos", Sanket said with puppy eyes."Your father's occupation is not my concern but you lied to me. And what video? I never had sex with anyone so I don't care. I don't believe your crap", Lasya said firmly with no emotions."Fine, I won't ask you to forgive me but please let me have you for the last time", he stated with lust in his eyes.Shit, I thought this video think will scare her a bit at least so she will stay by my side, Sanket thought"But I don't want to", Lasya stated and freed her hand. She was about to leave when Sanket pinned her to the wall.He started to kiss her forcefully. Lasya tried to push him a lot but his strength was greater than hers. She felt helpless. She didn't want it. She was feeling disgusted by his touch but he didn't stop. And in the end, he raped her in the name of love.