Lasya started to work at a hospital pharmacy with her two colleagues Gunjit and Devansh. She learned about how to handle pharmacy and its accounts. They taught her everything so she can get a decent job.
One day she went back to her college to get her TC. There she met Dhani. And they finally talked. She told him that she is seeking medical help for her mental wellbeing. The news of her getting freed from the snatch of that guy made him so happy.
But Dhani was not so happy in his life and that was written all over his face. But there was awkwardness between them so they didn't talk much and went back to their separate ways.
The next day Lasya went to meet her doctor again. She wanted to show him her new song."Can I come in sir?", she knocked on the door politely. "Oh! Lasya comes in", he replied with a smile. "Are you comfortable while working here?", he interrogated."Yes, I am. I wrote a new song which tells my whole story and also, I wrote a song about my journey too", she started calmly. She was not excited this time as the song she wrote had lots of emotions in it.
Her doctor didn't say anything and took her phone from her hand and started to read every song carefully. This time she had written many things.
Alone
My home is filled with loved ones
Still, it again feels empty
My home is empty or my heart
There is no way to know that
All happy faces make me sick
Romantic chats make me puke
Sleepless nights and cold heart
Makes my system hang
Falling from heaven into the abyss
Came to be a customary sequence
It keeps repeating from day to night
Fear of socializing,the anxiety of being surveyed
Still, I hate to be left alone
My energy drains with the sunset
My spirits get sucked into a crowded place
I want to be alone but I hate loneliness
What a dead soul in alive flesh
I realized voices in my head
Screaming loud with pain
But I choose to ignore it allI
got crushed by this world with all my hopes
So, I embraced the darkness in my heart.
"Do you often feel alone at home", he asked through the open yelling, yes but he wanted her to talk about it.
"Yeah! I do", she nodded with a sad face. "I feel there is a voice inside me which makes me crave death. But in reality, I am seeking love which I never had despite giving so much" she started and took a long pause.
"Why it makes you feel that you are embracing darkness in your heart?", he asked her another question. Lasya took a deep breath and replied "Because I wished bad for him and I think that's not a good thing. Wishing his sister or child suffer like me so he will know how he treated me is something dark to wish about. What wrong his sister and his unborn child did that they have to suffer because of him? Wishing something like this is wrong I know but I can't help it and remove my anger that way."
"So, you know you should be wishing it for the innocent soul that's why you decided to write these things down so your mind will get empty and you won't wish that again?", he asked and Lasya nodded. He smiled as he felt relieved cause Lasya was not going down the wrong path.
The fallen star
The fallen star with scars,
ambles on the path full of thorns
light in her eyes disappeared steadily,
making my heart afraid
stop crying, a yell didn't reach her
tears still kept falling breaking two souls
the girl lost her sane still he followed her silently
wearing an invisible armour, she smiled artificially
with a broken heart, he returns that smile gently
No matter how cruel the world is
no matter how complicated the starry sky is
no matter how depressed she looked
even if the whole cosmos crumbled
he guards her while wearing black armour
until she reaches her grave
no matter how many seasons changes
how many years pass
she was protected in his gentle armour
and her heart began to melt
she took small steps to open her heart again
reluctantly she accepted that gentle armour
removing her invisible armour
the star found her home and the boy meet her too
And flowers bloom on the day of the full moon
she finally said the words
Screaming that she is free again.
After finishing it he looked at her. Before he says something, she spoke. "I had a good friend back in my college days. He used to keep an eye on me despite we drifted apart so I felt so many things and I wrote this song", she replied and smiled shyly. He didn't say anything and continued.
Fallen star reprise
If I die, will it go away
All the pain in my heart
If I die, will you come to me
To say you were wrong
Why do I have to go through this pain
Was I wrong to be who I am
Is it all about you and your family
Was it all that you couldn't hold on
If I was the girl, you met 4 years back
Was that confidence let you hold my hand
Can I ask you to not leave me
It's not the end of this star
Can I ask you to hold on
Cause I can still carry on
Only I was not the fallen star
I am not the fallen star
"Then why did you write reprise?", he asked with a raised eyebrow. "Because I wanted him to say and talk but we were so distant so we parted our ways again. I am hoping we will able to find that pure bond once we sort out our life problems", she replied and sign. The pain of losing everything for love and then leaving love due to harassment was not an easy thing to do. But she survived on her own.