Shame

I awake around one in the afternoon. It's Saturday, my scheduled work day, I'm excited because I know Cara is working tonight too. I drink some coffee and I head to take a shower, and ready myself for a lunch date with Cara before we head in tonight. Nothing crazy just a little shop down the road.

Don't ask me how she did it but she's my neighbor across the hall, it's nice for the nights we wanna hang out which is most nights.

We eat our lunch and hit a few shops for new outfits and whatever else we like. It's nearing five and we head home to start getting ready for our shifts as tonight we're sharing an uber.

I don't take long light makeup and an easy hair style. I pull out a dark red tie backless O-ring ruched velvet cami top with a matching mini skirt and lace up heels. I HOPE the man is here tonight, even though I'm not sure if he'd even be in my section.

It's nearing 8 and we meet up in the hall as we walk hand in hand to the front to get into our ride. Our ride isn't long and we arrive a bit early to do what we need to. We're both up front I'm on the opposite side tonight, I see the man come in and sit where he was last night. Cara's section. My heart drops but he's in my view so I'm okay with it.

I watch as the man tells Cara to go get Jan. She does as Jan goes and talks with the man for a few moments before she starts heading my way. Uh oh. Am I in trouble.

' You're swapping sections with Cara tonight ' is all she says before walking to her office. Cara was beside her so she heard her instructions as well.

' She's never done that before, I wonder what happened ' Cara says.

' I don't know.. But I need a shot.. or three before going to see that man ' I say dryly.

We head to the bar and we down a few shots as I grab his cognac and a glass as I head to his table. The throbbing growing with each step.

' Good evening Ms. Monroe ' I hear him say in his velvet tone.

I smile and return the formality. Asking if he needs anything else. His eyes graze down from my eyes down to my very exposed cleavage, then to take notice of how short my skirt is. I watch as he raises a brow.

' Thank you Ms. Monroe ' the man says as his eyes eat me alive.

' You're welcome Sir ' I respond Shakily.

' I like hearing you call me that ... You know I'd like it better if you were on your knees looking up at me ' He growls.

I gulp as images run through my mind, dirty images. I can't help but tease him only not as a must for work but personally. I lean down to whisper into his ear and decide to be impulsive or stupid I'm not sure yet

' You wanna take a guess at what I was thinking about as I played with myself last night? ' I say slickly as I pull back, watching him adjust his seating in place.

The devilish smirk on his face let's me know he knows.

' Keep it up and I'll have you bound and gagged in my bed love .. it's a dangerous but very exhilarating game ' His voice confident.

My eyes go wide for only a moment, the throbbing is back with vengeance. I bite my lip as I tell him I'll be back to check on him in a bit. I start my way to head to the ladies room because I need a breath to myself after that. I get halfway there before I notice Mr. Wright is no longer in his seat.

I push the door open and as I go to lock it, the door pushes open. Mr. Wright locks the door behind him as he backs me into the sink counter. My breath is heavy as I see his eyes drinking me in up and down my body. I'm so nervous. I didn't expect him to be so blunt, or impulsive I guess.

' If you're going to use me to get off .. I should at least get to see ' He growls as his finger drags from my knee up to my panty line. I gasp as soon as his fingertip gets to my opening, the only thing between my lips and his finger is a thin lace panty.

My heart racing as he rubs up and down a few times.

' Show me ' He says as he lifts me onto the counter.

I'm like a deer caught in headlights.

' Open your legs .. And show me ' He growls intensely.

I do as I'm told, I spread my legs, move my panties to the side and gently shove my fingers inside, going in and out repeatedly as I get wetter and wetter. I can see his massive excitement growing as he watches me intently. My soft moans grow the faster I go.

' Go on love you're not done yet '

I go deeper and faster as I about reach my point He grabs my wrist and pulls my fingers out and brings them to his lips and sucking my juices from my fingers.

' Mm. Such a good girl, now next time you decide to get yourself off you have a better imagination '

I'm out of breath and salty that he stopped me right before I was about to get off. He lifts me down, I turn to wash my hands as he tells me

' I'll be in touch with you later love '

And just like that he's gone and I'm left going mad. What did I just do.. And with a stranger no less. I'm close to being ashamed but to be honest I'm not. The way he watched me was exhilarating, I've never done that in front of anyone before. In my defense I've only been two other men both high school boyfriends and only a few times each.

Aiden was my boyfriend from my senior year, he was a pretty ... dark, malicious man, I had to leave after a few months he was too much. He did show me that I was into a lot more kinky shit than I would've known about. He was a few years older, a drifter, wild at heart.

I look at myself in the mirror and straighten myself out as I can feel my soaked panties, I almost want to take them off. I walk through the door and head to go back to work hoping I wasn't noticed being gone for that long. And I'm in the clear, I finish my night not getting home till almost 2am again.

As soon as I walk through the door I take my clothes off and fling them to the floor and I go for a left over salad I brought home earlier. I lean over my kitchen island counter eating the last bite of my salad before tossing the to go container in the trash and heading to my bed.

It's nice having my own place where I can do as I please however I please. What I would do for Damon to be here putting me asleep instead of myself. I grab my purse and the stack of bills I got from tips as I grab the stack to move it to my stash box a card falls onto my lap.

My heart drops when I see the name on the business card. Damon Wright. With his business number crossed out and his cell written instead. I stare for a minute before I decide to finish putting the cash away and fixing my bed I'm off tomorrow thank God. I don't think I could I face him again yet.

I want him so bad for no reason, I can't resist but to text him ...

' You're cruel for leaving me hanging me like that now I'm left to take care of myself again * sad face * '

I wonder if he's still up, what he's doing or if he's with someone. I see the bubbles pop up for only a minute before a message comes through.

' I like cruel .. I bet you would too '

I stare at his message biting my lip as another message comes through.

' I can read you like a book love you're yearning for pleasure, but I'm not sure you're ready for my kind of pleasure doll '

I get goosebumps as I read it, I think of the kinda things he could possibly be into. The words he said to me not too long ago come to mind , bound and gagged. Mm. I wonder if I'd like it. I slide my hand down my bare skin as I start playing with myself thinking of Damon doing it instead. Soft moans escape my lips as it doesn't take me long to finish. My ragged breath calms a bit as I feel like being a tease.

I snap a picture of my soaking wet fingers and impulsively send it to Damon captioned

' You're face would've been better '

A few minutes pass without a response and I'm left with a gut punch feeling. I turn my light off and get my bed ready as I hear a creak right outside my door, my lights are all already off so I can't see anything when I look. I get on my bed quietly to try to find my phone.

' Are you frightened Doll? '

a low tone asks as I feel a hand wrap around my head, fingers intertwining with my hair, tugging just hard enough to force my eyes to meet his. The only light source is my windows from the street lights. My voice is trembling as I answer.

' Ye.. Yes. '

' Yes what Doll? '

' Yes .. Ssir '

' Good girl '

I feel his free hand stroke my cheek. How the fuck did he get in here.. Where I lived.. What gives him the right to just barge in like this and why am I more turned on than pissed is my most concerning question I ask myself.

' Wh.. Why are you here .. ' I whisper.

His eyes scan my body, my bare breasts exposed. I feel him let go of my hair as he steps back and drinks all of me in before answering.

' I never aim to disappoint so apparently I need to fix you're disappointment in me '

He takes notice of the confusion on my face as he lays me back and pulls me to the edge, I put up no fight as much as I probably should of. This man is psychotic and I love it.

I thought he was going to unbutton his pants but instead he gets on his knees pulling my legs and placing them on his shoulders as he runs his tongue up and down my slit before he goes to town. His tongue is magical he's lacking and sucking ALL of the right spots.

I spend the next half hour twitching, arching my back, gripping sheets and moaning. I let out a gasp when I feel him shove his fingers inside of me, I can't hold it in anymore, his mouth sucking my clit and his fingers plunging in and out I burst.

' What. The. Fuck. ' I say completely out of breath.

I feel him come from between my legs as he towers over me, the moonlight exposing his massive boner being hid behind his pants, he takes notice of me staring at it biting my lip subconsciously.

' Mm you taste so good Doll ' He let's out while finishing what's on his finger.

' Not a disappointment at all .. Sir '

He climbs on top of me loosely gripping my neck before responding

' Good.. Too bad I can't do what I really want to ' He growls.

' And why's that ' I ask antagonistically.

I hear him chuckle as he grabs my hand and places it on his dick.

' You're too inexperienced Doll, that's a good thing but I'd hurt you .. And I would like it ' He growls lowly.

I gulp as I know it's true. That fucking monster I just felt is quadruple the size of either of my toys. He wins, I'm not arguing because there's no way I'm going near that bad boy.

' Jesus, ain't no fucking way that thing is going on or near my pussy ' I laugh.

' In due time Doll. You'll be handling it like a champ... I'll have to exercise you a few times first ' He tells me.

' I don't know about all that.. That's just too much Damon '

' Mm say it again baby '

' Go home Damon, I'm soooo sleepy all of a sudden ' I laugh.

He lifts my chin up placing a soft kiss on my lips before he bites my botton lip gently before pulling back taking one last glance and leaving. Not before telling me to have sweet dreams with a smirk.

I lay in bed feeling like a school girl, he had no fucking shame and neither do I. How he knows how thirsty I am for him is mind blowing but I want more. I just don't think I can handle that monster that lives between his legs. Like it literally scares me.

I fall asleep in record time, all smiles. All I know is I need more of Mr. Damon Wright.