CHAPTER 9

Around nine pm, I am back to the boss's bedroom, and I know that either I give him the flash or I go through the pain of losing my baby again. I walked quietly and sat on the bed. I don't want to make any noise. he is taking his shower. Not up to thirty minutes, he came out from the restroom with only a towel around his waste. If I did not save myself that night, that means I will never be free again in the future. today is my day or will say my starting point to my freedom and I don't want to miss it. Not at all. Looking at the table, I see some drugs he is going to use on me. He has never touched me without injecting those drugs into me. He likes it when I scream and cry in pain. When my face is full of agony. when I start my revenge he will be the first person that will scream in pain in my hands. he will beg for death but death will be far away from him. I will show him what kind of monster he had made at of me. And that monster is more dangerous than her master.

''I have something to tell you, boss.'' He stares at me for some time before asking me rudely.

''what is it? Can't it wait after I'm done with my fun?''

''some people are planning to kill you.''

''what kind of joke is that?''

''it is not a joke I swear. I even have the evidence here.''

''and where is it?"

"here." I had the flash drive over to him. "Everything you need to know is inside it.''

''When you lie to me, you know what will happen to you right?.''

''I'm not lying to you. why would I lie to you boss?''

''why are you doing this?''

''I don't want to die. I want to live. Just for once. I'm carrying your fifth child. and the baby is leaving me.''

''did I tell you that I need a child from you? How will it sound. That I have a child from my sex slave? Hmm''

immediately he said that it was like a scorpion sting to my heart. I don't know what came over me. I begin to scream and talk to him with all the pain and anger that have been stored within me for years. Yes for years. I have been here for years.

''I don't want it either. having a child for a man who has been emotionally and sexually abusing me for so long. I don't want it. It is what I have never wished for. the baby will only remember me of my pain I don't want to remember. I want to live, just for once. if not for me, at least for my mom. Sometimes, I will ask myself what I have done wrong in my past life to be facing this kind of karma.''

''you won't talk to me like that.''

''let me talk. let me talk. what have I done to you? tell me!!! you pick up a teenager beaten to a stupor and dumped in an abandoned building, what did you do? you turn me into a whore and drug addict. look at me. just look at me. I even took a bullet for you. you are alive because I took a bullet for you and what did you pay me back with. I'm your beneficial if you don't know. And I'm doing it again. am not asking for you to set me free from here at least promote me.'' He was just staring at me saying nothing for some seconds before he turned around to his laptop. he connected the flash.

''what did you say is our next plan? you know, we need to be very careful. the boss is smart.''

''it will take place next week. he is going to bid next week on Saturday. we will finish him off after the bidding.''

''yes on our way home, no one will suspect a thing. he will not know what got him.''

''he will know that without us he is nothing.''

''he will tell it to his ancestors.'' They begin to laugh. the boss, angry, stormed out of the room without any word to me. I have to wait for him to come back. I won't take no for an answer.

after some hours of waiting, he came back. looking angry and tired.

''what are you still doing here?

''waiting for you of course.''

''what did you want?''

''Will you grant me what I want if I should tell you?''

''I owe you one but mind you, you are not leaving this building.''

''I want to be one of your men. I will train myself to be strong. I will defend you. I don't want to feel useless anymore. please''

''why did you want to be strong just to defend a bad guy like me?''

''no matter how I hate to put it, you are the father to the baby growing in my womb. no matter how I want to hate you but the heart chooses whoever pleases it. I will prove to you that I can also be your trusted right-hand man not only your whore. give me some time to train myself.''

''what about the pregnancies?''

''I will wait till am strong enough.''

''go back to your room. tomorrow someone will take you to your new place. you will be under one of my men named Greg.''

I was so happy, of course, I'm not letting it show. Greg is my only happiness here.

The next, the boss keeps to his word. I was transferred to the main building, under Greg's wings, to be trained by him. Life can not get any better than this.