Sometime The Truth Is A Hard Pill To Swallow

 Waking up feels like I was in a battle, and I lost, my head is pounding, I don't even think I could make it to work today, let alone get off that bed.

 The memories of last night flash through my mind, like a hurricane. 

 I end up paying drinks for a bunch of people that I barely know, even pay a full marriage proposal and plan, for someone I barely know, again. 

 Deep down I should regret that, but right now at that moment, nothing matter at all, am angry at myself, angry at my actions, that I feel like that the only way I could erase my past. 

 After that phone calls from both my mom and dad lawyer I feel like I don't know who my mother was at all, not even a little, and what worst is that I can't even hate her, not even a little I grown up loving her way to much, that no hatred can over come that feeling, so now all I have is a hanger towards myself.

 My phone start to ring like crazy I mean I understand, my name probably pasted all over the news by now, I answer the phone.

 If I didn't know you I probably thought you where going toward the pearly gate, but knowing you hell is your only option, my best friend Jackson, say as soon as I answer the phone call, you trending, not that it your first but now it for something generous, and caring, you make people laugh, you dance with elderly people, something wrong.

 Really I answer him, what I can't be a caring person.

 He laughed, caring don't joke around like that, something up and I know you have something dangerous plan, what you trying to clear out your name to get full custody of you little sibling, when you going against your father.

 Jack, I start to cry, out of anyone I know his the only person that knows my struggles, my pain, pain cause by my mom selfish deeds, Aiden what wrong man, his joke side completely erased from his voice, 

 she lied man, what, who lie, my mother, everything was her and her friends ideas, dad never left us broke, he never cheated, and what worse she have half of his heritage, when they get the divorce, she gamble it all away, leaving us with this misery, 

 what you can't be serious, I wish I wasn't but it is, I was on the phone with my dad, both of they lawyers, read about they divorced, man that shit is ripping me apart, how can she do this, why lie to me my entire life, and what worst when dad learn about her lost, he told her to move in with him for my sake, she declined, fear of the truth to come out, she will rather see me suffer, then own up her wrong.

 I want to hate her but for what reason, I spent my whole childhood and adulthood draining myself out of anger, but now I want to move on, not for only me but for my mental peace.

 Wow, that was an expectation that I didn't see coming at all, 

 Jackson answer, where are you Aiden, tell me you didn't do anything stupid right, 

 I laughed not at all, I see another number calling me, I tell Jackson I call him back , he tell me his coming over, we both can work together at my place, I tell him it a good idea, and let him go.

 I answer the phone, hello I answer, son I hear my father voice, you alright, I see you all over the news, I call to see if you ok, I go now if you don't want to be bother.

Dad, am sorry, I feel so hopeless, I let all the tears and hanger out, son are you home, yes I answer, don't go no where, my father answer, am coming over, I feel like you need someone to talk to, he hang up, all I could think is if dad didn't kill my mother, who did.

 Could it be the same woman that ended it my parents marriage, and what is her motive behind it all. Because as long as know about my parents relationship they being together for the longest period of time. And they being high school sweetheart, before they got married, and as long as know from my mother, both her and dad as being each other first, so who is this woman and what does she want from us.