A spark of happiness and love.

I asked Ryan why he came to my house today. He said that he couldn't meet me and was worried about me so he came to meet me since he couldn't resist it. I told him to stop saying such cheesy things and asked him to tell me the real reason of his arrival. He told me that he actually came to meet me. He told me that he will help me with my math tests and will tutor me. He asked me if I was happy with his offer. I hesitated for a bit but then agreed. I asked him if he wanted anything in return,he told me that he wanted me to keep seeing him everyday and be his bestfriend. I accepted his offer since I didn't mind it. Estelle was acting weird anyways and I had to have a bestfriend.

We started with the Frist chapter in math. He explained me everything more clearly than I expected and told me to try solving the sums. It was not weird since he was the 1st ranker in the Blake highschool. He always ranks first and study's very hard for it. I started solving the sums but couldn't do it. I asked for his help,he helped me,I asked for his help for the 2nd time,he helped me and the 3rd time he said that he will only help 3 times and not more than that. I asked him,why he said this after I asked him 2 questions. He told me that,it's the best best way to teach by being rude. Huh rude my foot,I solved all the sums on my own and asked him if this doubt thing will renew everday. He told me that it would renew everyday and he would not increase the number of questions. While solving the questions,I felt like he was staring at my soul. I looked at him sneakingly and saw that he was staring at me and smiling. Ryan's thoughts- I think that I am falling in love with her but why is this happening? Why does she look so pretty while solving such petty math questions? Is it her eyes or her lips,which is more beautiful? No actually,everything in her is beautiful. Why does she think that I didn't notice what she was trying to hide. I saw her hiding it,she was cute as hell. Maybe I am falling for her,or maybe she is just too beautiful and I never noticed. Actually no one ever did. I feel bad for Eric,he lost such a precious person. Her personality is good,she is beautiful and is very loyal. Actually I don't know why but,I feel like it's good that Eric doesn't like her. I mean maybe I am really developing a one-way crush on her. I am even smiling like a maniac. Emily said after solving all the questions, I am done solving all the questions now, I need some rest. Please let me take a break and I will make you some coffee too. Ryan told me that it was ok for me to take a break,since I studied straight for 2 hours. I went into the kitchen and made some cold coffee for myself. I also served the snacks I bought from the convenience store. After making the coffee,I took it inside my room. I gave Ryan a glass and had some coffee myself. Ryan told me to continue studying since he had to go after an hour. I told him that I thought it was a break and I could talk to him. He replied,oh so you finally want to talk to me and you finally said it by yourself. I don't know why I said that but I wanted to tell him everything about Olivia immediately. I told him to froget about it. He asked me if I needed to tell him anything. I told him that there was nothing to tell him. We started studying again and completed the 1st chapter. I was very happy since this was the first time I completed a whole chapter in one sitting. I hugged him before I realised and when I realised it was too late. He patted my back,told me that I did good today and hugged me tightly. After 10 minutes he went back home. Everything was kinda awkward but I was feeling very good after that hug. I asked my caretaker if she was feeling well,she told me that she was fine and took all the medicines the doctor had prescribed. I asked her if mom and dad were coming today but she said that they were not coming today because they had to do a lot of work and had a meeting but they did send a lot of money for me to buy clothes and the other things I want for myself. I called mom and asked her if she even loves me or not. She said that she loved me more than her life and that I was a daimond for her. I asked her,if a daimond is left unattended for a long time and ignored too. She said that she was working hard for my bright future. I told her that I am glad for her supporting me physically but I also needed her to support me emotionally. I wanted to talk with her about what happend at my school and I wanted to gossip with her like the other girls did with their mom, and I also wanted to go to the bookfair with my dad and return back home from school with him. I told her how I was truly feeling and she said that she will come after a month. I couldn't believe that even after hearing all this she was thinking about her work. I told her to promise me that she will come to meet me next month and she promised me that she would. I cut the call and went back to sleep. Maybe mom was thinking I would forgive her if she wouldn't come to meet me next month. But I won't, a relationship is about give and take and I am the only one making efforts in order to save my relationship with her. If I grow up and try to stay away from her it would be her fault since she was the one who pushed me away from her.