Confirmation of a pure love.

I slept without stressing about my mother too much. And woke up with a fresh mind the next day. I was happy,even though I don't know why I was so happy,maybe I was denying it but I was happy because of the hug I received from Ryan yesterday.

When I went to school,I came to know that the judge is still sick since she was an 80 year old woman. Speaking was her passion and she struggled a lot in achieving her dream,her name was Scarlett forger. I don't know why but I want to become like her,even though I know that she had an awful childhood and the only person she loved and was in a relationship with,died. Her story was filled with pain but she never showed her weakness in front of her opponents,since speaking is all about confidence. She always smiled even when she was sad,she's old but a cheerful person. Today,we were going to the Blake highschool for a meeting related to the competition. There were many things that were going to take place after the debate. There would be dance competitions held there,including singing,painting and many more. There were different judges appointed for the different types of competitions. So the whole school had participated in something or the other and they had to build up a team if they wanted to win the competition. If we did win it,we would receive a scholarship. I don't know if I will win it or not but it's my dream to win the competition. The finals will be held after Scarlett forger's return. I went inside the bus and sat on my seat, Estelle came and sat beside me too. But it didn't make sense since she didn't talk to me and was talking to the girls who bullied me for a long time. It was heartbreaking since I thought that she was my bestie but I guess some people are not meant for us. I got into the classroom I was assigned and Ryan was sitting there too. But there were some girls sitting behind him,and they were talking about him while blushing. I went inside and sat beside Ryan. One of those girls stopped me from sitting beside him, and started arguing. I didn't have the energy to argue with anyone ,early in the morning. So I thought of taking a sick leave and going back home,but Ryan stopped me and told me to sit beside him. The girls objected and,asked Ryan, why he was friends with me and not them. Ryan replied saying that,he likes me and I don't like him back so I am his bestfriend. Even I was shocked by what he said. The girls were furious and left the classroom enraged. I sat down beside him and we didn't talked to each other for 5 minutes,we were just sitting silently beside eachother. Ryan's thoughts: why am I so ashamed of talking to her? It's not like I am an introvert like her. I shouldnt have said that in front of those girls. Now I am more embarrassed then I ever imagined I would be. I hope those girls don't bother Emily just because they have a crush on me. I think I should start with the ideas,related to the debate competition. Ryan told me that he thought of some ideas related to the competition. He started explaining everything on the blackboard. He asked me if I had any doubts and I asked him the questions I had. This time, we planned about the competition for 3 hours. I was pretty tired and it was time for lunch so we went to the cafeteria to have some lunch. Today,Eric asked me to have lunch with him and Estelle. I told him that I would bring Ryan with me. He agreed,and we had lunch together. While having lunch,Eric told me about his new girlfriend. He said that he fell in love with Estelle and they were in a relationship. Estelle even fed Eric with her spoon infront of me,I didn't want to eat anymore but I don't like wasting food so I had to finish my lunch somehow. After eating, I washed my hands and thought of overworking myself since then,I could forget what happened today. I told Ryan that we should not waste any more time and should start preparing for the competition again. There were many things and strategies we had to discuss. So we started discussing the problems we might face while answering the questions asked by our opponents. I presented my ideas related to this topic on the blackboard. Ryan asked me,the doubts he had about my ideas and 2 hours passed by. I was still overworking myself,even though my throat was sore. But Ryan told me to stop overworking myself and forget about the incident that happened with me today. I started crying as soon as he said this,since I truly loved Eric and couldn't forget him so easily. While crying,I even told him every single thing about me,including Olivia. Even Estelle didn't know about Olivia but,somehow I couldnt stop talking infront of Ryan. After knowing my story,he hugged me and I tried my best to push him away but he didnt leave me. He whispered into my ear,you needed this hug from a long time but no one understood. I know what being alone means so don't worry I won't leave you alone. I asked him,why he said this,he told me that when he was in kindergarten,his classmates ignored him and didn't talk to him because he was not a good student and got less grades. He was alone till 5th grade. His grades started increasing when he started working very hard. His story was just like mine,the only difference is that i started working hard late. It would have been better if I started earlier. Ryan also told me that he didn't have many friends even after,becoming popular because he didn't want to be friends with selfish people and didn't want to be with them.