Development of a new crush.

Ryan's thoughts: why did I even think about leaving the competition for her? I have never ever left a single competition even if I was sick but now I just dont feel like going to the competition and want to talk to Emily. I don't know why,but when I saw her confessing her feelings to Eric,I felt like dying and didn't want Eric to accept her feelings. I dont know why but I feel good after knowing that Eric rejected Emily. Maybe I am jealous,but why!?

Emily said,we should get going for the competition since we are getting late. We went indeide the competition hall,took our assigned seats and started talking about the competition. After 10 minuts,the competition began and Ryan had to give a speech on the topic,women empowerment. His speech was brilliant and I liked his speech a lot. I had to answer the question,so I told my opposing team to ask me the questions they had. They asked me the question,if we will support women and let them work then what about the household work and the children? Who will take care of them. This was a disgusting question honestly but I still answered it saying that,there are a lot of maids nowadays and caretakers too. People can hire them and leave their kids with them during the day, and the mother can do the rest of the work after returning back home. This will not Create any lack of communication between the child and the mother because she would be at home in the evening and could talk to her child. Everyone clapped,and I sat down. Sacrlett forger,anounced the results,saying that we lost and our opposing team won. I can't believe that they won even after asking such a controversial question. I asked the judge,why she chose our opposing team. She told me that my answer was correct but the way I spoke seemed less confident and it seemed like I was scared and was speaking forcibly. This was the reason why she chose my opposing team. I asked Ryan to forgive me,since I thought that he would be very angry. But when I looked at him,he was smiling. He said that,I am happy that I atleast got a chance to be with you and participate in this competition with you. I hope we will keep meeting even after I retrun back to my school. I told him that I would call him after reaching home and he said that he would call me too. He returned back home and I went home too. I was kinda sad,but I didn't know why I was sad. Maybe I was sad because I wouldn't get the chance to meet Ryan often now or maybe I was just sad because I got rejected. I slept without thinking about it too much and went to school the next day. It was a boring day and Estelle was sitting beside Eric to make me feel jealous. Honestly,it was cringey and I was shocked by the fact that someone can be this cringey. I started making notes since I didn't want to get bad grades again. Suddenly, teacher Evelyn introduced a new student in our class. He was a boy, wearing a chunky hoody. He was also a wearing a mask which was covering his face. He took off his mask and I saw that he was Ryan. I was shocked by the fact that he transferred to the champion highschool. He finished his introduction and asked teacher Evelyn if he could sit beside me. Teacher Evelyn agreed,and he came and sat beside me. After the class ended,I asked him why he came here. He told me that he was missing me a lot so he transferred to this school and decided to be with me. He said that by enorolling in this school he would get the chance to talk to me everyday. I was happy and told him that I was alone anyway. We started attending classes together and did everything together. He even dropped me home by his bicycle. Teacher Evelyn told us that there was a prom party at the Blake highschool. And we all had to dance there. She told us to choose a partner for ourselves since it was a couple dance. Ryan told me that he could be my partner. I didn't have anyone to go to shopping with,so I asked Ryan if he would like to go to shopping with me. I asked him if he had a blazer or not he told me that he didn't. Teacher Evelyn also told us that the partners had to wear matching clothes. So we had to go together,I asked mom to send me some money and left for the bus stop. We were going to a shopping mall. Ryan tried a few blazers and he was looking good. He didn't know how to select a blazer for himslef,so I selected one for him. I also showed him the dress I selected and he said that I was looking good with a straight face maybe he didn't like it. Ryan's thoghts: how can she look so beautiful in that dress? And we are just 15 why are we going on a prom party together? I don't know why the school is doing this to me! I don't want to dance with her! I like this one let's go to the billing counter,after paying for the clothes,we went back home and I slept. I liked the dress I bought a lot. I don't know why, but it reminded me of Olivia. She loved dresses a lot and told me that she would like to wear a black one when she got an invitation to the prom party. This is the reason why I took a black dress. I liked it a lot because of Olivia. I hope I will find her soon.