79 A Real Him

Harper's POV

“Why are you telling me this now?” If there had been a table in front of me, I would’ve swept everything off it like a maniac.

“Harper, calm down.”

“I can’t calm down!” I glared at him. This felt like my second failure. Why is it that no matter where I go, I can’t escape Marco’s influence? Even if I flew to outer space, I’d probably find his mark everywhere.

He stood up, dragging his injured leg, and pulled me into a hug. We were so close, I could smell his scent, the one that always made me feel... conflicted.

“You’re so... so unfair.” I knew he wasn’t one to lie. I couldn’t blame anyone but myself. I tried so hard to distance myself from everything, but it was all in vain.

“I’m sorry.” I wasn’t sure if he could even understand how I felt. The organization I’d dedicated myself to, that I saw as my life’s work, was founded by someone who was born into a position of privilege, someone who embodied everything I was fighting against. I couldn’t accept that.