In A Disarray

Boris didn't need to tell me he'd warned me about Tatiana for me to see it plastered on his face. He had given me a similar look before I left the house with Tatiana and I had chosen to ignore it. 

 had taken a leap of faith and it had bitten me right in the ass. I wish I had trusted my intuition and stayed away from her. She was nothing but a vile woman whose goal had been to embarrass and humiliate me.

Anya was there when I got home. As soon as she saw me, she hugged me and soothed me. I sobbed in her arms and clutched onto her. She must have known the brunch would be terrible.

"What happened? You can't even wear this dress again." She said, "It's permanently stained."

I didn't tell her what happened because I didn't want to talk about it. 

Instead, I told her I needed a shower but really, that was an excuse so that I would be alone to cry as much as I could. The humiliation I felt that day was greater than I ever had felt in my entire life.