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In the summer when I was 18, I gave my pure first night to Ryan.
Even though it was very painful, I was still very happy, thinking that my secret love finally came to fruition.
But I didn't expect that the next day, I heard his friends teasing him in public.
That summer when I turned 18, Ryan took away my purity.
"Well done, you successfully slept with the most beautiful girl in the class."
And Ryan, who was still very gentle last night, answered casually:
"My goal is the school beauty. I will practice with Mia a few times first, so as not to perform poorly in front of the school beauty."
I didn't say anything and left silently.
Then before the deadline, I changed my college application from New York to Florida.

Innocence Traded for Summer Secrets

He pulled me into a secluded area and shut the entrance behind us.


Ryan blocked the exit, preventing my departure as he questioned me.


"So you stubbornly disregarded our agreement and enrolled in a Florida university by yourself?"


"I have my own aspirations. Why should I plan my future based on your wishes?"


"Ryan, be honest with yourself. Is it really the broken promise that upsets you, or the fact that I won't be your convenient bedmate anymore?"


"Please don't say such unpleasant things.


"We're both grown now. That incident... wasn't it mutual? Are you still fixated on that evening?"


Feeling slightly awkward, I maintained eye contact defiantly.


"Ryan, if you have feelings for someone else, just admit it. I won't desperately cling to you.


"But you clearly don't care for me, yet you watched me pursue you relentlessly. Did that boost your ego?"


Chapter 9