Medaditon for mana

"I am becoming an expert at meditation at this point," I said to myself as I got into my meditation sitting stance that was comfortable for me because I would be sitting here for a few hours so I could control or at least sense the mana in me, allowing me to make the jewelry for the girls.

"Gray, stop talking to yourself, it's weird," Sona said to me from behind as she sat on one of the bean bags.

"Can you, like, stop judging me and be quiet?" I asked her, though I didn't really give her a chance to answer because I put my headphones on so I wouldn't hear anything from the outside world. If something happened, I would feel it anyway. Plus, I could kind of sense malicious intent a little bit because of Nen, and Nen kind of made me an empath, which should help me with some things.

I took a deep breath and let it out as I relaxed my body, then I started to focus on looking for the mana in my body. I had read that this was how you do it in some of those gamer fanfics, so I hoped this worked—because if it didn't, I would be a little pissed off for wasting time that I could have used to go to the places I needed to go to get tools and other stuff.

Anyway, I had to lock in for this meditation session because I wanted to do this whole thing fast. I really didn't want to be outside all day or waste my whole day meditating. Today was kind of my lazy day, so I wanted to get everything done quickly so I could make things while relaxing.

Plus, I really wanted to make that jewelry for them to keep them safe and protect their minds from anything that could hurt them, because I was going to value their lives more than others.

So, I started to look inside myself to sense my mana.

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"—ray!" I heard Sona yell as she ripped my headphones off my head. Then she said, "You are fucking glowing blue!"

I looked at myself and saw a light blue color covering me. It felt like cold honey because of how dense it was. It was very different from Nen and my healing energy. Nen—or life force, if you wanted to call it that—was bright and potent, like it was demanding attention from those who could feel it. My healing energy was gentle and light, like how hot honey felt. I really hoped that none of the magic users had felt my mana.

I took a deep breath and decided to pull a Frieren, so I started to suppress my mana into my body. Firstly, it was a good idea because magic users wouldn't be able to sense my mana. Secondly, it would be cool as fuck when I stopped suppressing my mana around a lot of magic users and watched their reactions to the amount of mana I would have—because I didn't have a limit to the growth of my mana pool.

"Gray, what the fuck was that?!" Sona asked me as she shook me.

"Calm down," I said to her as I gently grabbed her wrists to calm her down.

"Then explain what the hell that was," she demanded.

"I can't yet, so can you please go change? We are going to buy some things."

She looked at me, then just walked out of my apartment to get changed.

"I really need to make those necklaces and other stuff for them," I said as I went to my room to change clothes.

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[AN: Hello goblins, it your favorite hispanic author here and I am not really sorry for not posting for a few days plus I was reading the Jurassic Park book which is a horror book cause that shit is crazy like how Dennis Nedry death was kind of insane plus John Hammond is the worst boss ever and a big asshole and Donald Gennaro from the book is HIM like this dude kick a full grown raport velociraptor off of him.

I have been playing Cyberpunk 2077 and I chooses the Nomad lifepath as male V, and when I found out that Judy was a lesbian, I was heartbroken but that does not matter cause in my next run I am going to do Corpo female V. And old lady Rouge is kind of hot as hell.

Anyway I am thinking about having Gray make Jackie arch cause that thing is badass and I just got Guts aka Rebecca shotgun in the game so I legally have to kill Adam Smasher with it cause I got to avenge the Edgerunners with how shitty their deaths were.

And I was thinking about giving Gray a breathing technique from Demon Slayer that all ready exist in canon like thunder breathing to increase his speed or wind breathing for the attacks but then he will need a weapon for wind breathing. But if I do give him thunder breathing then I will just give him concept of it and none of it forms. Plus if he used mana or Nen with thunder breathing or another one then it will be stronger and the visual effects might become real because of the energies. 

And at some point I might make a omake that is not canon, and it will be about Gray getting transported to Jurassic Park, Cyberpunk or some other verse just for fun or I will make him fall in a portal to another universe as a little side arc cause a random portal opening in DC is totally possible]