Wait for your return

This night, Cha Xiaoqing and I just leaned back on the sofa and fell asleep; By the time I woke up, it was half past seven in the morning, and I went downstairs to buy breakfast.

 The weather forecast is very accurate, and Xiamen, which had rained all night, finally cleared up this morning, and the whole city seemed to be full of fresh smells, just like my mood at this time... Although the future is still uncertain, I still feel as if I have gained a different kind of new life, and this feeling of lingering like a warm current in my heart is really brought to me by Cha Xiaoqing.

 I live a hard life, but sometimes I take things that can be classified as material things very lightly, and I seem to look forward to the kind of emotions between people...

 How strong can human emotions be?

 I once saw the news of a man who held a wedding without hesitation after his fiancée fell ill and died; A woman lost her husband in an accident, and after half a year, she still couldn't get out of the pain, so she drove into the river, hoping to follow her deceased husband in this way.

 The reason why we are shocked by such news is because most of us can't do it; But I just feel that this is a kind of human nature, not following the shackles of morality and rules, only the most authentic life and death.

 Perhaps, Cha Xiaoqing is the same as me, so she can say what she said last night.

 Not to mention love, this kind of trust between people alone is already very beautiful... Therefore, it is precisely because of such emotions that I am willing to help her desperately.

 ...

 At breakfast, I said to Cha Xiaoqing: "I have already called the car rental company, and I will pick up the car as soon as I get off work, and we will rush to Fuzhou while it is dark." "

 "Well, I'll listen to your arrangement."

 "What's the name of the guy we're looking for?"

 Cha Xiaoqing seemed a little hesitant, but in an instant, he said to me in a very resolute tone: "I don't want you to get caught up in this matter, you just need to bring me to Fuzhou, you don't have to worry about anything else, the less you know, the more beneficial it will be." "

 I know that the reason why Cha Xiaoqing told me this is because she is not 100% sure, she said before that she can completely solve all the troubles if she finds that person, but in fact, it is only based on her own vision...

 In order not to keep me curious, Cha Xiaoqing took the initiative to change the topic and asked me: "Yuwei, have you ever thought about living in a different city or going to live abroad?" "

 "Never thought about it... But when you ask, I still think a lot. "

 "Why?"

 "Leaving Xiamen means that you can stay away from your home, I really don't like my dad coming to me for three days and two ends, Zhangzhou is too close to Xiamen, the cost of him coming to me, it is only a train ticket of dozens of yuan..." After a slight pause, I said abruptly: "I never thought about leaving Xiamen before, because I felt that no city I could change my life in any city... My ability has determined my height, even if I change cities, I am just repeating my current life. "

 "I can accompany you to Germany, I have a property in Germany that can meet our basic needs; And Germany is a country that represents the highest level of the automobile manufacturing industry... When you're there, there's bound to be a lot of room for yourself. "

 "It's too far away for me."

 "You've known me, and it's not far away."

 I smiled and replied, "Let's get to work on what is in front of you, you just stay in the house, and don't go anywhere; I'll leave work at about six o'clock and I'll take you with me as soon as I get back. "

 "Well, I'm not going anywhere, I'm just waiting for you to come back in the house."

 I cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and then left the rental house under the watchful eye of Cha Xiaoqing.

 ...

 Because I had something in my heart, so I was absent-minded all day, which directly led to my mistakes in the work, when I took the customer to the DMV to do the transfer, the car's insurance policy and driving license were left in the company, causing the customer to wait for an extra hour in the DMV, and the customer mercilessly complained to me to the boss Zhang.

 Elder Zhang first scolded me, and then notified the finance to deduct 200 yuan from my salary this month; It's equivalent to the whole day, all in vain.

 ...

 When I was about to leave work, I habitually ran to the back of the garage and sat for a while, and habitually lit a cigarette; Tang Guo also seems to be used to coming here to find me.

 She brought me a pear, handed me half of it, and said, "Don't smoke so much, eat a pear to nourish your lungs." "

 I didn't answer, I just smiled and said, "Don't you know that pears can't be eaten separately?" "

 "Why can't you eat them separately?"

 "The homonym of dividing pears is separation... The implication is not good, you can eat it yourself. "

 Tang Guo sneered: "You call it feudal superstition... My grandparents don't eat this set now! "

 As he spoke, Tang Guo handed me the half of the pear again, and since she was so indifferent, I didn't have to be too superstitious, so I threw away the cigarette and took it from her.

 Somehow, I suddenly threw the question that Cha Xiaoqing asked me in the morning, and I asked her, "Have you ever thought about leaving Xiamen and living in another city?" "

 "I'm crazy, why did I leave Xiamen? ... In addition to the high housing prices in Xiamen, can you name any other shortcomings it has? "

 I met Tang Guo's gaze and replied: "There are no shortcomings, but I don't know why, I suddenly want to change to a new environment to live... I'm fed up, Da Lao Zhang has called me over to scold me five times this week, if it weren't for the holidays, scolding me, he really has to be all year round! "

 "Boss Zhang is hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, don't worry about him... Last time, you were in a hurry to use the money, didn't he transfer my commission for the car and the salary advance to you at the first time... Besides, if you are really dissatisfied with this company, you can change jobs, why don't you want to stay in Xiamen? "

 I couldn't answer, so I replied after a while: "I'm just complaining and complaining..."

 "Yes, in fact, people like us are the same everywhere."

 "You're so much better than me... You are our company's gold medal salesman. "

 "Forget it, I used to be better than you... But since I bought Cha Xiaoqing's car, I have returned to the pre-liberation period overnight, and I don't even dare to buy anything now, and my mind is full of thinking about how to repay the loan next month. "

 "You can sell the car, and you're buying a used car anyway, and it won't depreciate much more."

 Tang Guo gritted his teeth and said to me: "If you don't sell it, you won't sell it if you kill it... There is pressure to be motivated! After speaking, she patted me on the shoulder again and said, "Today is the weekend, let's go to the movies at night, I heard that I just got a blockbuster, and the reputation of the circle of friends has exploded!" "

 "I don't have time tonight, you can call someone else to accompany you."

 "What you said, then I can call Wu Xiaohai."

 "Well, they're all colleagues, you can shout if you want."

 After Tang Guo left, I sat in the back of the garage for a while, I ate the half of the pear she left for me, and then it was time to get off work...

 I look very relaxed, but my heart is more nervous than anyone else, because whether Cha Xiaoqing can save himself from the deep whirlpool depends on tonight.

 ...

 At half past six, I picked up a Magotan at a car rental agency near the company, and I didn't dare to delay, and went back to my rental house as soon as possible.

 I almost trotted upstairs and opened the door with the key...

 However, there was no tea Xiaoqing in the room, only Lao Yu and my mother were sitting on the sofa, and they were looking at me with a very complicated gaze...

 Although I couldn't read the deep meaning in their eyes, my heart couldn't help but ache!!