An abyss of self-blame

I had a very bad premonition in my heart, I don't know what happened before this, but what is certain is that Cha Xiaoqing is indeed not in the house, why would she leave at this critical time?

 This is what I can't figure out, and that's how I got a bad premonition.

 As we looked at each other, I finally asked them, "What about my friend?" "

 My mother said to me coldly: "Aftertaste, from childhood to adulthood, I have always felt that you are a very clear person... But this time, why did you do such an incomprehensible thing? ... When I came by bus with your dad, I saw it at the bus stop... That Cha Xiaoqing is the fugitive that the police are looking for, how can you keep her in your room? "

 I struggled to breathe, and it took me a long time to ask, "What about her?" "

 "I've been taken away by the police."

 The corners of my mouth twitched...

 My mother said, "I asked your dad to call the police in your name, and if the police want to summon you, you say that you called the police, and I asked your uncle who is a lawyer, and if you just say that, nothing will happen." "

 I set my eyes on Lao Yu, he didn't dare to look up at me, I laughed angrily: "Are you dumb when you are tea Xiaoqing?" ... If the police asked her and she insisted that I had taken her in, and I had taken 20,000 yuan from her and sent it to my family, do you think the police would let me go? "

 My mother's eyes finally showed a trace of panic, and Lao Yu, who had been silent, also complained to her at this time: "I just said, I asked Yuwei's opinion on this matter first, and then you have to force me to call the police, if Yuwei is implicated, I will see what you do!" "

 "You shut up for me, harboring the suspect, it's just that he's wrong."

 I was so anxious and angry that I replied in a hoarse voice: "She was wronged, and tonight, there would have been a result, but as soon as you came out, it was all ruined... Are you really my own parents? You're either here to ask for money, or you're here to ask for my life! "

 I was so uncomfortable that I tore the clothes off my chest...

 "Aftertaste, you remember for me that now is not the time for you to tell us these things; If the police ask you, you must say that you reported it yourself, even if she cha Xiaoqing bites you, you can be regarded as making up for it, as long as you are not directly involved in her criminal process, you will not have any big problems. "

 I sneered and was distraught!

 I realized that my cold-blooded and ruthless family may have ruined Cha Xiaoqing!

 ...

 About an hour later, I received a summons from the police station, and it was the policeman surnamed Jiang who had interrogated me before.

 I am very sober, and I must not be implicated, because as long as I am outside, there is still hope to help Cha Xiaoqing find the man hiding in the suburbs of Fuzhou.

 "Aftertaste, you called the police, didn't you?"

 "I entrusted my dad to report the police ..."

 "Why didn't you call the police yourself?"

 "I want to smoke a cigarette, is that okay?"

 The policeman surnamed Jiang nodded, and I lit a cigarette for myself, and after the tension subsided a little, I whispered back: "I'm afraid of startling the snake, because we have been together for a long time." "

 "Then tell me, why is she at your residence? ... We took her away from your quarters. "

 "I tricked her into coming to my house, and I said I could make it easy for her, but she had to give me money... She really didn't have a place to hide, so she believed me..."

 "When you saw her, why didn't you call the police in the first place?"

 "She dropped my phone, and she resisted so fiercely... I was afraid that she would run away, so I calculated it. "

 Probably because there was no evidence on me that could convict Cha Xiaoqing, so the police surnamed Jiang didn't ask too much detail, he should have believed my words, but as far as the actual situation is concerned, there is a loophole in my words, because Cha Xiaoqing has been living with me for a few days, and when I confessed, I deliberately ignored this process, and if he wanted to ask me for the detailed time, it would be very troublesome for me to explain.

 And this, it can also be judged that when Cha Xiaoqing was interrogated, he didn't say anything unfavorable to me, so I blamed myself even more!

 At this time, Cha Xiaoqing must have hated me very much, but she still chose not to hurt me and not let me be implicated... If she confessed to the police that I had taken her 20,000 yuan, I would never have been able to sit here as casually as I am now.

 In a trance, the policeman surnamed Jiang said to me again: "There is no other problem on my side... You sign this confession and you're good to go. "

 "Okay, thank you."

 "Write your bank account in a blank space as well."

 I looked up at him, puzzled...

 "You report meritorious, turn around, my colleague will pay this bonus to the account you left behind..."

 I hurriedly wrote my bank account number in the blank space, and it was only at this time that the policeman surnamed Jiang looked at me with a puzzled look, I actually forgot such an important thing, in his eyes, I didn't seem to report Cha Xiaoqing just to get the bonus, and before that, I was obviously very concerned.

 ...

 When I left the police station, it was already late at night, and I was walking back with a knife...

 Cha Xiaoqing thinks for me everywhere, but my family has pushed her into the abyss with their own hands, what do I have to do to save her?

 The information I got was that the man was hiding in the suburbs of Fuzhou, but in such a big place as Fuzhou, I was looking for a needle in a haystack if I rushed to find it.

 If I had known that there was such a catastrophe, when I talked to Cha Xiaoqing in the morning, I would have asked her to tell me all the information about this man.

 ...

 Back at the accommodation, Lao Yu and my mother were gone, and they didn't seem to care what would happen to me. I was like a soulless skin, looking at the pair of white leather shoes left by Cha Xiaoqing in the corner, and remembering what she said to me last night; If she is sincere, then I am undoubtedly the worst person in the world who has failed her.

 My heart was stung by this abyss-like remorse, and tears flowed.

 ...

 I don't know how long I sat before I remembered another thing, Cha Xiaoqing still had 170,000 yuan in cash in my room.

 I hurriedly opened the cabinet and rummaged through it, but it was gone.

 I was furious and called my mother, and when she answered, I asked her in a stern tone, "Did you take a sum of money from me?" "

 "What money?"

 "The cash that Cha Xiaoqing left with me has a total of 170,000!"

 "I haven't seen this money ..."

 "You and my dad have been here in the house, if you didn't take it, who else could there be?"

 "It must have been taken away by the police... Otherwise, she went somewhere else by herself, and your dad and I didn't take anything anyway..."

 I gasped heavily...

 After a brief pause, the other end of the line asked me again, "Is there anything going on with you?" "

 "I'm fine... Mom, I'm going to say ugly things ahead, you'd better not take this money, or don't blame me for not treating you as parents..."

 "What are you talking about?"

 "You know best what you do to me... I haven't been cold to this family because I still have a little expectation for you, if even this last bit of expectation is ruined by you... Then I will think that I have jumped out of the crack in the stone, and I will definitely break off the mother-son relationship and father-son relationship with you. "

 After that, I didn't give them a chance to talk again, I hung up the phone, and rummaged through the house, but I still couldn't find the 170,000 cash.

 I lit a cigarette and stared blankly out the window...

 The phone rang again, and I hurriedly picked it up again and looked at it, it was a message from Lao Yu: "Yuwei, you were angry just now, and I was embarrassed to talk to your mother... If you get the reward for the report, help Yu Lei again... Isn't there a total of 80,000 yuan in bonuses, you just give him 60,000 yuan, and you can take the remaining 20,000 yuan yourself. "

 Shame, great shame!

 I slammed my phone on the coffee table and broke down and cried!