Chapter 29; A lie called Mercy

🎵 Music Suggestions While Reading:

Opening Scene: "Hollow" – Cloves

Mara's dark alliance: "Enemy" – Ruelle

Lucian/Kyrell ending: "Unravel" – Tokyo Ghoul OST (Piano/Strings Version)

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The manor was too quiet.

Lucian wandered its halls like a ghost in his own body, the silence pressing in with suspicion. The night no longer offered shelter—only the echo of what had been broken.

Behind him, Kyrell's soft footfalls followed, but slower now.

The bond between them had begun to flicker.

Lucian could feel it—like frayed silk unraveling in his chest. Not gone, but weakening. As if Kyrell's soul was unsure whether to lean in…

…or pull away.

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Earlier…

> "You kissed me," Kyrell whispered. "But I don't feel it anymore."

Lucian closed his eyes.

> "You will. Just give it time."

> "Time doesn't fix lies."

The words cut deeper than they should have. Because Kyrell knew. Maybe not consciously, but instinctively. There was something he wasn't being told—and Lucian's silence was its own betrayal.

> "What was taken from me?" Kyrell asked again.

Lucian didn't answer.

Couldn't.

Instead, he kissed the corner of Kyrell's mouth—gentle, hesitant, the way a man kisses a memory he's about to lose.

> "I'm sorry," Lucian breathed.

> "For what?"

> "Everything."

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Meanwhile…

Mara stood cloaked beneath the ruined tower overlooking the forest.

The man beside her remained unnamed, but his presence had grown familiar—like a shadow that moved before you did. He whispered rumors like lullabies: of Silas' weakness, of Lucian's betrayal, of ancient bloodlines awakened by heartbreak.

> "If you want to break him," he said, "don't strike at his heart. Strike through it."

Mara clenched her fists.

> "He was mine before the boy ever bled."

> "Then take him back," the shadow said. "Or destroy what he became."

She hesitated, then held out her palm.

The man dropped a piece of dark glass into it.

Smooth. Cold. Bound with sigils old as the forest gods.

> "What is this?"

> "A memory," he said. "One he locked away. Plant it. Let the boy see it."

> "Will it kill him?"

> "No," the man smiled. "But it will make him wish it had."

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That Same Night…

Lucian found Kyrell standing in the greenhouse, bare-chested, moonlight tracing the scars on his back like secrets. He looked up.

> "I remember your hands," Kyrell said softly. "But I don't know what they did."

Lucian froze.

Kyrell turned.

> "I want to remember. Even if it hurts."

> "You don't," Lucian said, too quickly.

Kyrell stepped closer.

> "Then tell me why it hurts anyway."

Lucian couldn't. He wouldn't.

So he kissed him again instead.

And this time, Kyrell let him.

Fingers trembling, mouths too bruised to speak, they fell into each other—not for passion, but for comfort. The kind people seek in storms.

But Kyrell pulled back too soon.

Eyes hollow.

> "I think I'm starting to hate you," he whispered.

Lucian swallowed.

> "Good. That means you still feel something."

And neither of them realized—just beyond the glass—Mara was watching.

And smiling.