6- Prodigy's Tragedy

More than a month was gone after I had arrived here in Dehradun, and at that point in life, I could proudly say [Those were some best days of my life]. One Month and 10 days to be exact were passed and in just few days I was about to ask her out, or at least that was supposed to be the plan.

In last twenty days. Our days had been fun. I actually took most of my days off to the point that I don't have any more leaves left. Only emergency leaves are allowed now, which ofcourse requires medical slip if I don't want to be fired, though given the circumstances, sometimes I think it's just a matter of time before I myself quit.

Well, it's been so long I have ben off topic, it feels like I am not the same person anymore, but I did this again. So, last twenty days had been fun, we went to different places together. Truth to be told, I didn't even had to do much, all I did was tell her I was on leave and she would take me with her. We went to Haridwar, visited many temples on our way.

If I had to pick the best among all the visits, It should be the Mansa Devi Temple. She was looking gorgeous that day to the point that I thought she was a model not a photographer. Her Black jeans with her black crop top was a sight to be behold. That day, as I visited the temple, it felt like I met the angle, the goddess, and the heavens together in one place. I was so happy that if someone had asked me the price to fell of cliff.... Of course I won't jump, I am romanticist not an idiot.

Also the visit to Nainital was also too good to not mention. It was a large lake where you can boat and look at nature in its purest form. Truly a place, that looks out of this world. Though it did take more than a day, It was indeed worth it. Only five out of those twenty days, was I not with her. She even asked me a few times that why am I on leave so many days, to which I simply answered, cuz you are more fun that my job right now. As I said that, I every day regret the fact why I said such bold words without any care.

It sometimes truly terrify the hell out of me how regret can actually just mess up one's life. Ofcourse regrets are important in order to make sure we don't repeat the same mistakes in past, but one waste a lot of time regretting in life despite the fact that they already knows nothing could be done and as a result, they waste their time regretting and once again regret about being regretful in their past.

Forgive me! and it's not an request if you are wondering. Anyways there is one more thing which terrify me even more than regrets, and that thing is what I had to face now. That company whom I am going to ask, or rather, to whom, I will recommend Tanvi Bhattacharya, as a potential photographer. I never really thought that the day will come when I have to go back to them. Actually I still don't want to, but I guess sometimes you just can't look back to your past.

[Never thought this Bengali Beauty will motivate me to go to such lengths, I think I am just being a little too simp for her, but again I am doing this because of my own judgement so it's not like I will regret even if she rejected me after that] I was thinking all those things when I was packing my bag. I had to go back to MP, in order to meet the person directly who was CEO of The Tea-Company. The online magazine company who is currently the most leading online magazine service in country.

[Knock Knock]

"Coming"

I knocked door next to me, in which Tanvi currently lives, thought I should say her a little good bye before leaving as I don't think I will be back before a month.

"Oh! What are you doing so soon completely dressed up Sharad?" She curiously asked we without even offering me to come inside. Well can't blame her as even if she offered, I would have declined anyways.

"Nothing! actually there was some work I had to do so I was leaving. I thought maybe I can meet you before going. Also I don't really think I would be using smartphone much, so I decided to say farewell personally." I told her with being as vague as possible so that I can cover up most of things in case I mess up.

"Wa- Wait! What are you saying? Why didn't you told me that earlier? No First come in. We will talk then." She was definitely shocked too much by that and those reactions were genuine. I didn't really expected that. [Maybe She too....? Nah that can't be.] I thought to myself.

"I can't I am already late. And maybe we see each other soon, O mean even your photography works seems to be growing so maybe we will meet soon. I bid you good luck and now I gotta leave, because I already took too many leaves. See Ya." And I left her behind as I started walking away.

She shouted me good luck as well, which was more like she was threatening me with a good luck, but well whatever works, I am gonna meet her soon Anyways. I just hope everything goes well there. I mean that guy is actually really good so I don't really think there would be any problems.

I was once again on a bus. With all my things ready, I put earphones on my ear, say on window seat and started getting DeJa Vu. [I don't want a girl next to me] I prayed to God. There actually no meaning in praying the opposite afterall.

Surprisingly, There was literally noone next to me, the seat was empty which forced a little giggle out of my mouth once the bus started moving. [Guess I used up all my Luck on seat alone]. I was happy for myself. Things were definitely going my way, so not wanting yo trigger any bad flags (without Jinx) I wanted to make ride comfortable.

Little did I knew, I didn't just triggered a bad flag, But it was something 'Like' a

.... "DEATH FLAG".

With half an hour of journeys, and the bus driver acting like a F1 driver, The bus suddenly crashed onto the incoming truck. And if that wasn't enough, it again crashed with another truck just behind the truck as fast as the bust itself was causing it to spin like crazy before it got upside down and crashed one final time to the same second truck directly by the side which was on my face.

[Guess I really did spend all my Luck on seatings.]

[Bang]

With a crash next to my ear, I lost my consciousness. It wasn't like in movies where the protagonist gets a blurry eyes for half an hour and holds on his fainting by sheer will. Nope it was nothing like that. A single [Bang] and I was out of service. At some point, I accepted that I was dead.

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My life had been full of ups and down. But one can also say that it hardly have any hardships compared to what most people have seen in their life. I was never offended by the way my life takes turn, however I would be lying if I said that I was satisfied by my life.

[Always think about what to do next, Don't look back on what's already done. You can't change the past anyway.] I always walked on this policy taught to almost every kid first time they enter school. But at some point in life, I realised that's the worse thing one can do.

If you never look back at your past, you will forget what did you do wrong, you will forget what wrong effects it will have on your future and as a result you will fail in future as well. I realised it late, a little too late I guess. However I always try to regret as less as possible so that I can keep my calm. That very last shrink of consciousness left inside me will soon go away anyways, so what's the point of realising all of these things.

[Tea-Company]. Yes this was the most important thing back in my life. It still is one of most important thing but a little different. [Now that I think about it, It was then when it all started.] With the last of my consiousness, I started thinking about when it all begins, when I left everything behind and started new life of freedom.