Chapter 187

Miguel's pov

Manuel that's already dead?

"Deal with Manuel?" I scoff. "It's a future impossible tense."

The only way they can deal with him might be by conjuring his spirit up since Manuel is no more.

"What do you mean by your words?" Damien looked at me in question.

"Manuel is dead." I flex my hands. "He died by this hands. Dead never to rise again."

I made sure he can't rise again. 

"How.." They three Alphas looked dumbstruck at my words.

"I've killed him, and that's the end of the matter." I carried my babies into their stroller.

Today we're returning to the house I once lived with my parents. A house with nothing but happy memories. Ones that were tainted by what happened the night of the dance. A night that took more from me than it gave.

It's a night not worth remembering.

"Miguel," Donald touched me, but I slapped his hand off me.

"Don't you dare touch me with hands as filthy as yours. You have no right to touch me, not after you denied us."

Not after they rejected my babies and i just because Manuel asked them to do so.

"What we did then wasn't the right thing, but we did it for the safety of you and our babies."

"Safety of my babies, or because Manuel asked you to?"

How can they think to lie to me despite all they've done?

"He threatened us with your safety Miguel. He sent letters of threats. To protect you, we had to pretend we don't care for you anymore. "

They think I will believe so far fetched an explanation?

I believe nothing of this sort.

" This wasn't what Manuel told me, and right now, I believe Manuel's words more than I do yours. 

Manuel might be a deranged killer, but he's far more better than you."

" That's not true. How can we lie about stuffs like that? " Daniel asked.

" The night Manuel first made an appearance, he sent a letter to us. 

It was a week before the dance. "

That was the week my mates started acting so distancy from me.

" We thought we can outsmart him, but when he threatened you life and that of your babies, we had to do all he demanded from us.

He said that's the only way to ensure your safety."

The way they said those words made it sound like the truth, but I don't want to be sucked into the lies they must have thought in before today.

" I don't care what you say. " I guided the stroller towards the door.

"Bye. I hope never to see you three again."

I will leave this town when I visit mom and dad. 

I can't stay in this place anymore. I can't stay in the same town as the males I loved and still love.

Despite knowing they lied to me, my heart's still having a real difficult time seeing them as who they are and not who my heart is trying to make them.

"Miguel please," Damien blocked my path. "Please don't leave us. We've suffered enough without you with us, I don't think we can endure the pain if you leave us."

"Did you for once think on the pain I endured when you broke up with me?" 

They didn't think on how painful it is. Now they want me to reconsider based on their feelings when they didn't think on my feelings before they broke up with me?

They did what they did that night without a thought own what I was feeling.

"We did it for your sake Miguel. We can't allow Manuel make good with his threats on you."

"Threats on me?" I scoffed. " Did you think on how easy it would have been for us if you told me of the situation?

i know I wouldn't leave you three without a fight, but I would have understood. None of what happened now would have happened had you told me, but you didn't. Instead you lied and claimed to be protecting my feelings." 

If what they said about the letter is true, it would have been better if they told me. At least I wouldn't have felt as hurt as I did.

" We were protecting you Miguel. Had you known you wouldn't have left the town. You wouldn't have sought for safety where you were."

"Safety? was the town I went to safe? How productive was your great idea if he still got to me? "

" It wasn't as safe as we would have wished it to be, but it housed you for many months before Manuel found you."

" You're trying to justify your actions to me, but know this, your actions can never be justifiable to me."

I tried to drive my stroller out of the door, but Damien and Daniel held on strongly to it.

" Please don't go," They begged. As if their words will have any effect on me. Their words holds absolutely no effect on me.

"If you don't leave this stroller, I swear to the goddess you serve, you won't like what I will do." I narrow my eyes to angry slit. My mouth pursed in anger.

I don't think they will like what I have in mind to do if they don't let go of my babies' stroller.

They exchanged a look before the two holding on to my stroller left it.

I exited the house without a backward at them. I don't care what happens to them now.

I opted to walk because I don't have any car, and I will be damned if I ask any of this traitorous wolves to help me out.

"Luna!" 

At the title, I turned back, momentarily forgetting am no Luna. I ceased being the Luna a long time ago.

Richard ran up to me.

"What is it?" I glare at him. "Did they send you to plead for them?"

"None of that." He placed a big brown envelope on the stroller.

" What's that?" I look at it in suspicion.

" The Alphas don't know I kept them. I hope you make the right decision. " He turned and left.