A day ago; Before the death of the boy
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A dark plain, a world devoid of light and sound. Of all of the things that would invoke sensations. I drifted here; my mind almost catatonic.
Lost, I am terribly lost, there's no place for me. No place for the thoughts that race through my mind. Like- like a kaleidoscope of absolutely nothing.
A black void that holds everything yet nothing at all. It was like- like it was all just above my understanding, infinite dimensions, all just one grasp out of my reach.
Yet even then, even with all of my senses lost, with my vision seeing nothing but the black void. I was still able to feel something.
A tug on my soul that bypassed my body and touched directly at me. A whisper of agony, of sensations barely known to me.