Sometimes you can't be who you want to be and sometimes you can't do what you want to do.
That is the daily life of our anti-heroine. She is over powered with innate and learned magics and abilities but she does not have them to use them. she has them because she was born with them and she learns quickly.
for her it is about acquisition not utilization. She wants to have power to understand power but she doesn't want to serve and protect.
but it is out of her hands because she is Rachel, the Milana of Trannisa realm. her purpose is to maintain a balance dictated by the realm.
she is there when she has to be and when she is not needed she is off learning new things.
so what happens when she is suddenly needed all the time? will her habit of avoidance become a mask of doubt and insecurity.
so will she be a flawed being and pass the torch or will she endure in self doubt and constant insecurity.
or is there a third option that has been there all along and completely out of her control?
Wow... this is crazy shameless. well here we go. Swept it is my first effort here on webnovel and yep I am very biased. main character: Rachel is pretty lazy, but she is chosen and is about filling duty even though she would rather just be somewhere else. Even though she does like to feel internal emotion she still finds the time to anyalizes the behavior of those around her (internally of course). is she arrogant? a bit. Is she overpowered? definitely and all of it is innate which will probably annoy many. the place: well that is super complicated. what can I say I am a complicated writer. she is from Trannisa it is a core realm with the Zala dimension. it is not a planetary realm but instead has floating land masses within an illuminated blue sky above a black "abyss" that is not an abyss. you gotta read it to understand it darling, sorry. but Trannisa is her home and she protects it. maintaining a crazy balance that she needs to continually re-evaluate. Don't worry about the five stars I gave. I already said that I was biased and we gotta start somewhere. how do I look giving myself one star. you would think I had low self esteem. read it. tell me what you think. keep my stars high or break my heart. either way I appreciate all comments and reviews.