The Last Heiress of Oblonsky, Beatrix

The Last Heiress of Oblonsky, Beatrix

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Author: L_stellaluna
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The sound of guns...

The darkness...

The smoke...

Then, oblivion.



Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares.



Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered.



Looking outside my window,

I am writing my daily journal and poetry today...

To release all the pains and tensions from my past.



And I wrote..



December 18, 1980

Myshkin, Russia



My beloved,



Have you ever ask yourself...

What's your life purpose?

If..

Are you doing the right thing?

Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant?

Day dreaming into your own world?



Too much questions filled in your heart and mind.

Too much of everything that you don't want.

Too much!



To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me.

Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them.

Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories.

Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death.



Yes, I did face it all.

I cried hard.

After decades of those patterned memories...

This is the first time that I realized..

How I treated myself so badly.



And I really wanted to give back to myself.

By appreciating my past.



Appreciate yourself more...

Love yourself more...

And you will discover more...



I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past.



***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF***



My dearest self in the past...

I have been visiting you lately in a vast...

You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS,

You go out more, loving the sun and grasses,

Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above.



Joyous days, feet touching stones and green

Oh How glorious those days have been

Flowing like water in every storms within

And wind touches, caressing my skin

Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose".

A path full of journey and a dead rose



All those rise and fall, I am with you...

All those tears and laughter, I am with you..

I am always with you til the end of time

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Annika_yoona
Annika_yoona

Reading this novel is quite fun and interesting. It's fun to read where the story of Beatrix goes and at the same time you'll learn new words to add in your vocabulary 😂😂😂 It's interesting coz you'll experience to travel in time and to a new place you're never been to. Kudos to the author for this wonderful novel. Can't wait for the new chapters to unfold.

4 years ago
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clark_kent_6365
clark_kent_6365

Wow, I've not read much yet but I already know that this is a masterpiece. They synopsis is so poetic and everything, author receive my respect. It's a very nice work, keep it up.

4 years ago
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Lancee
Lancee

Creative writing skills, the story line and the picture created is undeniably beautiful. Good use of words that complement the whole subject as the story develops throughout the chapters.

4 years ago
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Chaitra_Anumula
Chaitra_Anumula

The story immediately takes you in and you are wrapped into the world of female protagonist , feeling for her like she is your family. The writer had done a great job of transporting the readers into her world... Great job

4 years ago
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SleepingGluttony
SleepingGluttony

a good read. the story setting is nice. i know that this story will be successful. i can't wait for more chapters to come. kudos to author. highly recommended.

4 years ago
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Patty_Egah_Ikwue
Patty_Egah_Ikwue

This author is good, as I can feel the passion from the catharsis.... The inspiration is irresistible and I am drawn in to want to read more... This is indeed a commendable masterpiece... I love every bit of the flow, as the synopsis has the capacity of an irresistible glue that glue one's interest to just keep reading.. Wow! This author is simply amazing. Great job. I recommend this great piece as a good read.

4 years ago
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Michaela_Rhys
Michaela_Rhys

Beautifully written👏✍ I love how you incorporated poetry into this book. Makes it unique and different from the normal reads. It's very intriguing and enjoyable. Keep it up!! 🤗❤

4 years ago
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Joyce_Starr
Joyce_Starr

i love it! this is a new genre for me of a book and i would love to see more of this. keep up the good work author and can't wait for more of thism

4 years ago
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Alisa_Leslie269
Alisa_Leslie269

An intriguing, captivating read that provokes the mind and stimulates the imagination.You'll find yourself unable to stop reading.Well done!!

4 years ago
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L_StellaLuna
L_StellaLuna

Author's TAG LIST: #romance #historicalromance #R18 #sexyromance #kingandqueen #princess #fiction #dashofpoetry #adventure #mildaction #wildfeiryromance Hello lovely readers! If you are looking for this type of storyline. This book is highly recommend for you! I appreciate it very much if you will like this comment to boost this tags. And I will definitely appreciate more of you, reading my book. Thank you so much! Much love, L_stellaluna

4 years ago
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Ken_5osuke
Ken_5osuke

This is a nice Novel. The sypnosis makes you think about what's the story about. All iI have to say is GOOD WORK author. This novel is super dope. Will recommend to my friends who loves FOS. Good work dear.

4 years ago
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Booklover_
Booklover_

I like how you wrote the poetry. The synopsis is catchy and wants to make you read the story right away. Beatrix caught my attention tbh. I would recommend the readers to read this book once. Good luck to the author.

4 years ago
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Lyndy_Millendez
Lyndy_Millendez

its ended a masterpiece such a great novel. above all that i read this one is different. creative thinking and story flows very well. and i love how poetry inserted in the story keep it up author

4 years ago
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Bb47520811
Bb47520811

The book is very nicely written.It reminds me of a typical disney movie,kinda reminds me of the old days.The characters are richly and fully endowed with emotions that it makes it seem like I'm watching a movie than reading an actual book,you don't see that every day.Great job.I'll most definitely give this book a ten outta ten.There's nothing to not like.Would highly recommend...it's a must read.Dont be surprised if it's gonna be a movie in the near future.

4 years ago
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not_sou_serious
not_sou_serious

The way author have written this story... It's just amazing. One can feel the emotions, the way the protagonist is struggling with herself Writing style is also very good ,appropriate and matching with the theme and doesn't look weird in anyway. All the best to the author and good luck!

4 years ago
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