The sound of guns...
The darkness...
The smoke...
Then, oblivion.
Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares.
Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered.
Looking outside my window,
I am writing my daily journal and poetry today...
To release all the pains and tensions from my past.
And I wrote..
December 18, 1980
Myshkin, Russia
My beloved,
Have you ever ask yourself...
What's your life purpose?
If..
Are you doing the right thing?
Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant?
Day dreaming into your own world?
Too much questions filled in your heart and mind.
Too much of everything that you don't want.
Too much!
To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me.
Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them.
Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories.
Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death.
Yes, I did face it all.
I cried hard.
After decades of those patterned memories...
This is the first time that I realized..
How I treated myself so badly.
And I really wanted to give back to myself.
By appreciating my past.
Appreciate yourself more...
Love yourself more...
And you will discover more...
I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past.
***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF***
My dearest self in the past...
I have been visiting you lately in a vast...
You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS,
You go out more, loving the sun and grasses,
Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above.
Joyous days, feet touching stones and green
Oh How glorious those days have been
Flowing like water in every storms within
And wind touches, caressing my skin
Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose".
A path full of journey and a dead rose
All those rise and fall, I am with you...
All those tears and laughter, I am with you..
I am always with you til the end of time
Reading this novel is quite fun and interesting. It's fun to read where the story of Beatrix goes and at the same time you'll learn new words to add in your vocabulary 😂😂😂 It's interesting coz you'll experience to travel in time and to a new place you're never been to. Kudos to the author for this wonderful novel. Can't wait for the new chapters to unfold.
Wow, I've not read much yet but I already know that this is a masterpiece. They synopsis is so poetic and everything, author receive my respect. It's a very nice work, keep it up.
Creative writing skills, the story line and the picture created is undeniably beautiful. Good use of words that complement the whole subject as the story develops throughout the chapters.
The story immediately takes you in and you are wrapped into the world of female protagonist , feeling for her like she is your family. The writer had done a great job of transporting the readers into her world... Great job
a good read. the story setting is nice. i know that this story will be successful. i can't wait for more chapters to come. kudos to author. highly recommended.
This author is good, as I can feel the passion from the catharsis.... The inspiration is irresistible and I am drawn in to want to read more... This is indeed a commendable masterpiece... I love every bit of the flow, as the synopsis has the capacity of an irresistible glue that glue one's interest to just keep reading.. Wow! This author is simply amazing. Great job. I recommend this great piece as a good read.
Beautifully written👏✍ I love how you incorporated poetry into this book. Makes it unique and different from the normal reads. It's very intriguing and enjoyable. Keep it up!! 🤗❤
i love it! this is a new genre for me of a book and i would love to see more of this. keep up the good work author and can't wait for more of thism
An intriguing, captivating read that provokes the mind and stimulates the imagination.You'll find yourself unable to stop reading.Well done!!
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This is a nice Novel. The sypnosis makes you think about what's the story about. All iI have to say is GOOD WORK author. This novel is super dope. Will recommend to my friends who loves FOS. Good work dear.
I like how you wrote the poetry. The synopsis is catchy and wants to make you read the story right away. Beatrix caught my attention tbh. I would recommend the readers to read this book once. Good luck to the author.
its ended a masterpiece such a great novel. above all that i read this one is different. creative thinking and story flows very well. and i love how poetry inserted in the story keep it up author
The book is very nicely written.It reminds me of a typical disney movie,kinda reminds me of the old days.The characters are richly and fully endowed with emotions that it makes it seem like I'm watching a movie than reading an actual book,you don't see that every day.Great job.I'll most definitely give this book a ten outta ten.There's nothing to not like.Would highly recommend...it's a must read.Dont be surprised if it's gonna be a movie in the near future.
The way author have written this story... It's just amazing. One can feel the emotions, the way the protagonist is struggling with herself Writing style is also very good ,appropriate and matching with the theme and doesn't look weird in anyway. All the best to the author and good luck!