Ishuya The Weakest

Hi there, It's Ishuya! Ishuya Makoto. I keep wondering what went wrong or what happened to me to get me to be in this state, being in my weakest state, and once again I am reminded about how it all began. I was your everyday teenager may be slightly happier and energetic compared to others but there was nothing really strange about me. I went to school, I had my friends and family and most importantly I had my one true love, Loki. We were so in love with each other and did so many things together, I thought he was the one for me and I probably still do...

I got a wake-up call only recently when we broke up which was actually a normal thing, any relationship would have its ups and downs but this time it was different, it seemed like there was no going back and it turned out to be actually right. My boyfriend, my soulmate, the love of my life of almost 8 years had finally left me, and this time for good. I was torn down and shattered in so many ways that could not even be explained. *little drops of tears could be seen on her diary and slight sniffling which were barely audible occurred*