I stared at the untouched meal before me, feeling the coldness in my heart mirror the cooling food. It was my birthday, but also that of Remy, Xena's long-time friend. I checked Remy's latest Instagram update. "So thankful to share another birthday with you. Here's to many more celebrations together!" The image displayed two hands forming a heart in front of a birthday cake. I recognized Xena's hand by the necklace I'd gifted her. After liking the post, I set my phone down and discarded the special dishes I'd prepared for Xena. I decided to treat myself to a solo